i have found my long lost first crush

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the reason why we separated because maybe i can say because of me because i was too shy and something like that. then after many years. i have searched him online and i have found his profile on one of the social networking site. i was amazed that he had already a profile now. since last year or few months back , he has no profile as i was trying to google him from time to time. there were so many sorrows that followed when i lost him. he was supposed to be my friend and not only my crush. the only person willing to go out of his way for me. after many years without contact, i was praying to see him again awhile ago and i thought of googling him immediately. i saw his profile and now he is canada. since my family is in canada. i just hope that i can go to canada and we can renew our friendship at least. as i needed badly a friend. my life was miserable since the last time i saw him. i know he is the one in profile because we came from the same school in college and same year he graduated was on his profile. i am just sad because there has been so many good years together with him as a friend to depend on. he could have been my strength during my weak times and during those times i was most alone. i have met a lot of people but none of thme has provided the good friendship and understanding he has given although our being together as an acquaintance i may say or as classmate was too short . as we were classmate only in one subject in college. anyway, i don't know what to think any more. should i totally forget him or just consider the past as a lesson learned.