Channeling Agression, an Evolution

@OneOfMany (12150)
United States
September 26, 2015 6:02pm CST
When I was in my kid days, my aggression was pretty scattered at best. It was there, but innocence of youth helped negate it, so there's not much to talk about there. When I was getting ready to enter my teens it changed, but I didn't express it. I channeled it inside to a deep place, and formed a core of resentment and frustration. When I went to college aggression broke free of the inner suppression and rose out of my chest, across my shoulders, and eventually channeled out from beneath my shoulder blades, like a form of wings. The wings remained for the rest of my twenties and that's where aggression built. Last year it changed again, when I devoured my evil side and became whole again. Now aggression heats up my forearms, and the energy radiates from them. Because of that, it no longer takes control of my heart and mind the way it used to. Who knows what the next phase will be, but it's interesting.
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• United States
27 Sep 15
That reminds me of Red Dragon in Hannibal.
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@OneOfMany (12150)
• United States
27 Sep 15
Uh oh, what does that mean for me? In what way are you reminded?
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• United States
27 Sep 15
@OneOfMany Oh well it was the wing part that reminded me is all. But of course Red Dragon was maniacally aggressive, not as you are saying no similarity otherwise. In fact, a therapist has tried to use that on me, to channel negative emotions out and through my body..doesn´t work for me tho haha I am so glad that it works for you..
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@OneOfMany (12150)
• United States
27 Sep 15
@TiarasOceanView Well my wings are capable of worse than the Red Dragon, so it might be a fitting comparison after all! Energy flows from different places. You have to find where that energy flows for you. Truthfully, the forearms are a very odd place for energy to flow. There's nothing I know about energy flow from there at all, though I'm an enigma in the full definition, so that's why.
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@Rollo1 (16676)
• Boston, Massachusetts
27 Sep 15
Aggression is a result of the stress or anger that causes cortisol to be produced and it's very bad for your heart and health.
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@OneOfMany (12150)
• United States
27 Sep 15
That's why I get it out of my body!