That traffic in my head....

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It's easier to be bad. It's easier to hurt people in any way possible. It's easier to not care. It's easier to give in to temptations to satisfy your own cravings. It's easier to let the pain seep in and drown in it. It's easier to give into our emotions. It's the truth. I believe, however, that life is not simply black and white. People do stupid things out of desperation. We do them when we can't see the bigger picture. We do them to save ourselves from more trouble, for our sons and daughters, for those who we believe are worth all the danger. We do them when there's no other choice. People say that's being human. Life is simply that, a never ending loop of chaos where everything has to collide in order for certain events to fall into place. For what? To teach us a lesson, probably. Happiness and selfishness are more compatible with each other. You can't sacrifice and be totally 100% willing to do it. It takes a certain personality to be like that. I don't have that personality. For a person to not lie, and steal and cheat, and not put oneself first above all else, yes, there are still people like that. To not be desperate enough to do all of these things throughout their lifetimes. Is there really such a person? Sometimes I think not all of us are born human. Are we really the only ones in this universe? If God and aliens both existed...if maybe, there is no God but the Universe that decides our fate..what if the one God just happens to be a really powerful alien that put us all in this planet...what if we are simply alien creations under the whole universe's observation? It's times like this I want to badly have a drink and to finally feel what it's like to be drunk after eight years of no booze in my mouth.