Forgive and Forget

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It is a quarter before midnight here and I still cannot sleep. Not only because my upset stomach is well, upsetting me but because some not so random thoughts fill my mind. I used to like the quote: "I do not hold grudges. I remember facts." Simply because I can relate. I still can remember every hurtful words or deeds thrown at me, intentionally or not. I did write about my hellish life in my previous job on the other site before. I told stories on how I was given wings to fly but even if did, I did not soar high because of the lack of support. That is the same reason I left my first job of over 11 years despite the convenience of being homebased. It has been a year. My new job is not a walk in the park but I have adjusted to the new system. However, I was surprised just last week, the President talked to me and she said that they are transferring me and my Sales Head to te leasing team. And that is the thought that lingers in my mind. Just when I was getting the hang of my work, I am being placed in a new team. A new challenge, I gladly took. Not that I had a choice anyway. Now, what about forgive and forget here? I am forgiving myself for all the past mistakes I committed and I should be forgetting the grudges that would really do nothing but bring me down. I have walked away and flew free. Good luck to me as I take the challenge and fight head on.