Young Love

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The moment I entered college, I met new friends and I met him. The very first moment I laid my eyes on him, I knew right then that I like him. He treated me as his best friend. We are super best friends. We enjoy talking to each other a lot, we keep on laughing all the time no matter what the topic we were talking about. Behind our friendship I know deep inside me that I already love him. Everything about him makes me fall for him deeply. But I could only treat him as a best friend because I just found out that he likes someone and that someone is not me. I tried playing it cool and ignore things that could hurt my feelings. The only solution is for me to let him go and be a supportive best friend for him. I don't know what happened to us. Everyone thought that we have something for each other before because we had this sweetness that all of the people around us saw. We comfort each other, we enjoyed each others company, and we spent most of the day together. My friends and even my sister told me that maybe he's just not yet ready to have a commitment right now so he's pretending to like someone else instead of me. I don't want to let myself to have false hopes. I don't want to think of other things so I'm trying all my best to ignore him and his new girl and just focus on my studies. But how can I move on if I know that I'm still in love with him? How can I go on without him around me anymore?