When you finally know your terminally ill
@luisadannointed (11842)
Philippines
April 17, 2017 1:43am CST
What if one day you wake up with a few months to live? A doctor told me o might have a tumor that causes my left ear malfunction. I undergo an examination and found out that I am actually having a hearing lost, I also do have a small lump at the back on my waist line that is a bit painful too. Anyway I never came back to the hospital. After five years the lump at my waist line keep on hurting but still I don't want to go for check up.
I am thinking if people needs to die early there is nothing they can do but to live their life at the fullest. Though I am a bit scared not to see another morning I just pray that I won't burden my family much as I am today. I just hope to die peaceful in my sleep.
I decided to do what I just want to do.
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@teresatrotter (4073)
• Jacksonville, Florida
17 Apr 17
With all the new discoveries and technology today...not every illness, and cancer is fatal. If you want to live, don't let fear stop you from trying. If you have others that love you, you are robbing them of having you around a little longer to enjoy life with... I know how you feel about not wanting to be a burden. But don't just sit back and wait to die. Fight to live!
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@luisadannointed (11842)
• Philippines
17 Apr 17
I don't know I think I have done everything to find a job but unfortunately I always landed to bad ones... So I earned little, If I die I will die... If not then that it's God's grace to me. Hehehe. Thank you. God bless.
@teresatrotter (4073)
• Jacksonville, Florida
18 Apr 17
@luisadannointed - My luck is just as bad as yours when it comes to finding a job. Life is very cruel and full of pain. People will promise you things, then turn around and blame you when they don't do what they promise. If anyone knows pain in this world it is me. I have had plenty of rejection. I have lost every material possession I owned. I just got robbed of very penny I had, and without a miracle, I will have no lights, and/or Internet. But all this is not a reason to die. God does not want you to die. If you give up, it is not God making you give up. I want to give up all the time, but I have to talk myself out of it, even though I will more than likely spend the rest of my life alone. As long as you are breathing , there is always a chance to turn things around. You don't know whose life you will touch. But if you die, then no one will be blessed having you around.
@chrissbergstrom (10767)
• Banks, Oregon
17 Apr 17
I pray that you are cured and feel better no one should die young
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@luisadannointed (11842)
• Philippines
17 Apr 17
In Jesus name I claim that. Thank you for the prayer. I guess I'll be the happiest if I die... But I feel guilty not able to serve God in this world the way I should... Or a bit sad because I never made it to success.
@wongchoiyee (7413)
• Malaysia
17 Apr 17
I think you have a chance of survival, for many years if you want to. Think like this with the technologies we have today, its impossible for you to lose your life. Its not cancer. When you recover you can work and earn money.
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@Letranknight2015 (52665)
• Philippines
18 Apr 17
I am suffering from a hearing loss too after abusing it with a cotton buds. I already lost the other i think it had hit the nerves or something. You know we all die some day, at least you get the chance to do something good. Im sensing sickness in me as well like uric acid and rotten teeth. I want to die in my sleep as well.
@ridingbet (66854)
• Philippines
23 Apr 17
why did you not go for a follow-up consultation about the lump in your waist line? does it still hurt? is it growing fast, or it maintained its size for years now?
you might be scared of the results but at least you can still do something about it
