The Pain Inside
By SirenOnFire
@JeeyanDee (2692)
August 4, 2017 10:28am CST
Last night I did it again
Swallowed my pride, took it all in
I called hoping we can still make it through
But her voice on the answering machine, broke me in two
How many times have you pushed me away?
How about the times I begged you to stay?
And when you repeatedly refused to say yes?
Now Im feeling less and less
Yes, the alcohol numbs my brain
But why can't it too remove the pain?
Tears trickling down my face
As my mind turns to haze
As I awake greeted by the dawn
To the wet pillows, my eyes were drawn
And the beer cans scattered in my room
Why can't my suffering end soon?
P.s. Just sharing to you guys another product of my wild imagination.
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4 responses
@holdoors (2535)
• Malaysia
4 Aug 17
@JeeyanDee I choose to either draw or write.I am not a great artist but drawing feels soothing to me.
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@JeeyanDee (2692)
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5 Aug 17
Thank you very much! That coming from a published writer is such an honor.
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@louievill (28846)
• Philippines
4 Aug 17
At first I thought it was you because of the first sentence
@JeeyanDee (2692)
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4 Aug 17
Oh hahaha. I just like writing in first person because I think feelings are easier expressed and more relatable to the readers.
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@JeeyanDee (2692)
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5 Aug 17
Thank you! It being relatable was actually my aim. Good thing I was able to fulfill that.
