Marriage

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I hate to admit this to anyone (even though everyone who knows me knows) but I have already been through two marriages. Those men weren't right for me. There were signs, I didn't see. Looking back now, it is clear that those relationships were not meant to last. I met my current fiance right after my last relationship. I don't know why, but things are different this time around. Sure, we fight here and there, but Larry wouldn't consider it fighting really because most of the time the argument last five minutes and then we are laughing about something else and forgetting why we are fighting. We have been talking about marriage since day one and are planning on just going ahead and getting it done. We have plans for what we would like our dream wedding to be but know that we can't afford that. Larry is a great hard working man. He has two children from a previous relationship and isn't upset that I more than likely will never give him more children. We fit each other so well. We love many of the same things and the things we don't agree with help the relationship become more interesting. He is good to me and treats me with love and respect. He supports who I am and we have many of the same views. I hope that I can make him a great wife and that he will always be happy with me. I don't have doubts about our relationship, but I keep second guessing myself, because of how the other relationships ended. I know that he isn't the same as the other two were, but I am always afraid of that randomly happening. Which I know isn't going to, yet the thought scares me. All I can do is look forward and stop comparing him to those who have hurt me. He has always stood behind me. We are going on five years with no signs of infidelity or lies. Again, I can't look at it like that though, because he wasn't those guys and he will never be those guys. He will always be my Larry. The one who won't walk away!