Rough Morning

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I did laundry this morning, two loads including sheets. It's time to put the winter sheets on the bed. I will only say I got into an argument with my grandson. The details aren't necessary. Though it took a couple hours for me to stop crying, and right now I want to binge eat. I've never binge eaten when things got bad, I would get in my car and drive, find a place near water and just calm down. I don't want to do that. I probably should. Instead, I want to binge eat. The problem with that idea is that it's the end of the month, I don't get paid until the third and I'm on end of month rations. So binge eating is a bad idea. Besides, I would want to binge on everything I'm not supposed to eat. I even thought about going out to a fast food place. My brain told me I would get in the car but I wouldn't go to a fast food place. My brain is right. I wouldn't. I haven't had fast food in at least a year and a half, I'm not going to start now. So, the only thing left for me to do is write. Some of my best writing takes place when I'm upset. I will say I took out the pound of hamburger and made some guacamole, mixed it together and the results are awesome. So, I'm going to write. I was here for a little while when I was doing laundry. I had my Chromebook with me. I'm going to put everything on hold and write. I'm sorry to leave you, but I don't want to make bad comments either, which in my frame of mind, could happen. Thanks for listening and reading. I'll work it all out and who knows, maybe I'll get 5000 words written today. I haven't done that yet this month, but there's a first for everything. I will return, though I don't know if it will be today or tomorrow. Thanks for your thoughts as I work through this situation. I hope you all are having a much better day.