Really wish I had something great to post. 5-23-' 19
By bonnie
@bunnybon7 (50970)
Holiday, Florida
May 23, 2019 10:12pm CST
I just tried to watch the All in the Family special on ABC and it seems you have to have cable or sign up to be charged. Can't afford anything more then internet right now. So unless it comes on Hulu or Netflix I won't get to see it.
Then there's daughters cat. It got sick from something and had to take it to the vet. 300 plus dollars . 
She says she will pay me back but you know how that goes and now I am worried over holding on to this crappy house that is worse then the last one.
Like they say if it weren't for bad luck I'd have no luck at all 
I was just watching sister wives which I really used to like but not so much any more since I just realized , how all their houses are really really nice. and they never seem stuck with a terrible apartment or house. Do they come from money I wonder or just getting assistance all the time? 
Had the therapist May here today . That helped a while but now her and my doctor are saying I need to work on getting off this oxygen. No body , but NO body ever told me I had that option. I just thought that ship had sailed after 3 yrs. plus being attached to it. and now I am panicing from that. 
I feel this is the wrong time to try that.
Also we have a terrible ant problem because of not getting all the cuaking done yet. Been seeing them on my bed now. 
going to make me lose even more sleep. It's all just too overwhelming .
One good thing is the lady came and cleaned my room yesterday and is very nice. I like this one. She did a great job and even had me laughing. 
She will be coming every Wednesday now,
that's it here. friends. hugs to you all my friends. 
and by the way, I feel like the woman in the painting, lost in a strange looking forest, all alone sometimes.
She says she will pay me back but you know how that goes and now I am worried over holding on to this crappy house that is worse then the last one.
Like they say if it weren't for bad luck I'd have no luck at all
I was just watching sister wives which I really used to like but not so much any more since I just realized , how all their houses are really really nice. and they never seem stuck with a terrible apartment or house. Do they come from money I wonder or just getting assistance all the time?
Had the therapist May here today . That helped a while but now her and my doctor are saying I need to work on getting off this oxygen. No body , but NO body ever told me I had that option. I just thought that ship had sailed after 3 yrs. plus being attached to it. and now I am panicing from that.
I feel this is the wrong time to try that.
Also we have a terrible ant problem because of not getting all the cuaking done yet. Been seeing them on my bed now. going to make me lose even more sleep. It's all just too overwhelming .
One good thing is the lady came and cleaned my room yesterday and is very nice. I like this one. She did a great job and even had me laughing. She will be coming every Wednesday now,
that's it here. friends. hugs to you all my friends.
and by the way, I feel like the woman in the painting, lost in a strange looking forest, all alone sometimes.8 people like this
8 responses
@BelleStarr (61463)
• United States
24 May 19
I am so glad she came and cleaned your room, that at least is good news. I guess ant cups all over are in order. I HATE ants and the thought of them on my bed would surely keep me awake as well. Sending hugs which I know are no help at all but I am praying for you.
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@bunnybon7 (50970)
• Holiday, Florida
24 May 19
thanks sweetheart. the prayer and hugs are a lot of help. I know you care 
as far as the ant cups my daughter is concerned about kitty playing with them and kitty is already sick
but we will see what can be worked out.
as far as the ant cups my daughter is concerned about kitty playing with them and kitty is already sick
but we will see what can be worked out. 1 person likes this
@BelleStarr (61463)
• United States
25 May 19
@bunnybon7 I would say, tape them to the floor, she won't want to play if they don't move and you can put them on the window sill or in back of the bed or lots of places the cat wont' see. But here are some pet safe alternatives
https://www.hunker.com/13406565/how-to-get-rid-of-ants-without-harming-pets
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@bunnybon7 (50970)
• Holiday, Florida
25 May 19
@BelleStarr thank you so much. hugs
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@bunnybon7 (50970)
• Holiday, Florida
25 May 19
@LadyDuck thank you and it seems worse in this small house because it's like it gets trapped and drifts to my room. No way to get rid of the moisture for hours at a time.
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@bunnybon7 (50970)
• Holiday, Florida
25 May 19
I was on it for almost a month in 2012 and got myself off it a little each day. This time was different. I had no time to relax in 2016 when I got on it. Had to travel cross country to get here and try to recoup. Never could. It is so much harder in this humidity and stress in this house at times
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@LadyDuck (502189)
• Italy
25 May 19
@bunnybon7 The humidity is very bad for our health and I know it is more difficult to breath with too high temperature and too high humidity. I hope you can feel better.
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@xstitcher (39006)
• Petaluma, California
25 May 19
I wish I was in a smaller place, too--but I have a roof over my head, and I thank the Lord for that.
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@bunnybon7 (50970)
• Holiday, Florida
26 May 19
yes I should count my blessings but it is really hard when I feel so bad. we need a bigger place here , it is too closed in even for only 3 people
@wolfgirl569 (135587)
• Marion, Ohio
24 May 19
I have never seen that show. But I am sure they get paid good.
Getting off the oxygen would be a good thing. Do whatever they suggest to try to do it.
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@bunnybon7 (50970)
• Holiday, Florida
24 May 19
I have been but kind of panic when the measure goes down so fast. practicing by taking it out for a while.
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@crazyhorseladycx (39503)
• United States
24 May 19
whilst i know yer not gonna let anythin' suffer if'n ya can help 't, i sure wish she'd stop takin' 'dvantage 'f such a fact. hope that kitty recovers nicely. ick to the aunts. look 'nline fer treatments fer such (i've seen 'em, jest too tired to recall).
wonderful 'bout the oxygen, but can empathize with yer apprehension 'f doin' such. perhaps ya should've more decision with 'em both?? to set yer nerves 't ease.
delightful to've some help 'n one with a sense 'f humor 'tis priceless.
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@bunnybon7 (50970)
• Holiday, Florida
26 May 19
all so true and it is nice to have someone social around like that cleaning lady. like a nice visit I seldom get
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@Courtlynn (67089)
• United States
28 May 19
Im sorry things still arent that good there. Sad you have ants and they're all over your bed now too.
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@bunnybon7 (50970)
• Holiday, Florida
30 May 19
well daughter came in and put ant killer behind a couple things where the cat can't get at so that seems to have gotten rid of in my room at least. 
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@bunnybon7 (50970)
• Holiday, Florida
26 May 19
thank you. yes that is the one I brought and gave to daughter. 3 yrs back. It is quite old done by a famous artist can't remember the name right now. from 1976 when we bought it
@andriaperry (118793)
• Anniston, Alabama
24 May 19
You can get off that Oxygen! Tony was on it but he is off and refuses it, he has copd and lung cancer in his right lung stage 4. He is getting 98 %
Oh! and sister woves gets paid good from that show, Meri has her own clothing line and Robin has her own jewelry line. Janell works daily somewhere and so does Kody. I am not sure what Christine does.
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@bunnybon7 (50970)
• Holiday, Florida
26 May 19
i know i did it before off oxygen. in AZ yrs. ago but I had to travel here from there this time straight from hospital and no one told me I could get off it again. I just thought this was it. Never be off it again. now they are telling me I should have been working on it getting off it all this time. 3 yrs.! it's crazy 
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