Feeling Upset

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I just came home from check up with doctor at 2am last Sunday. We traveled non-stop and arrived around 3am this morning. Considering my fibromyalgia and mental situation, I am just living through this day feeling dizzy and fatigued. And then an unsettled postpaid plan account I have already prepared the vouchers to settle and terminate. I really feel awful about my communication with the Telco representative. I will have to pay penalties. Well...bad days...partly my fault. But I hope these companies have a little mercy. I have already paid lock in period. And why just a few months of non payment and they add thousands of pesos of penalty at their own discretion. I know it is in the contract I have signed that I didnt read. I am never getting a postpaid plan. I will just buy $2 load prepaid to last me half a year. I can't wait for this to be over with. I feel guilty for losing my temper. And my anxiety and depression are threatening to attack. Money matters stresses us out, especially from our wrong decisions, negligence but life isn't easy and is hard to manage especially if one is suffering from illnesses. I wish to wake up on a better day.