Save them up LOL
By bonnie
@bunnybon7 (50973)
Holiday, Florida
August 13, 2019 12:48pm CST
I know you probably get tired of me asking for prayer. I do reciprocate by doing prayer for all my friends here. Anyway, I had asked for prayer for my scan today but it's not happening.
Last time they charged me 268 dollars copay of which I only had 70 dollars to give them. and that thanks to my ex daughter in law.
So I had to move the appointment forward till I get paid. Almost impossible to catch up once you are behind.
New appointment is on 5 th of Sept. Trying so hard not to get depressed today. Daughter here just went to work and my daughter in Ohio 1600 miles away has her birthday today. I tried to wish her a happy one on her Facebook page but seems she has it set not to allow people to post there or something so I just tagged her on my own page.
That one generally ignores me but I just texted her also about why I can only send my love for her birthday. We used to be so close but these days like I said she mostly ignores me. Thank God for my daughter here. 
the photo is of myself and the birthday girl many years ago when she was little and mamas girl.
I dread this month when I am broke because we have 4 birthdays including my own and one in first September in my immediate family and 4 dear close friends also have birthdays this month. and I can't buy them anything. 
Anyway, I will need prayer on 5 th Sept. 
dear friends. thanks.
the photo is of myself and the birthday girl many years ago when she was little and mamas girl.
I dread this month when I am broke because we have 4 birthdays including my own and one in first September in my immediate family and 4 dear close friends also have birthdays this month. and I can't buy them anything.
Anyway, I will need prayer on 5 th Sept. dear friends. thanks.47 people like this
38 responses
@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
14 Aug 19
surprisingly she finally answered me late last night and was quite nice toward me. 
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
15 Aug 19
@LadyDuck yes and I had hoped I made hers. maybe I did.
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@LadyDuck (457412)
• Switzerland
15 Aug 19
@bunnybon7 I am so glad she did, she made your day.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
18 Aug 19
thank you. Yes it seems now that the economy has gotten so bad for the past 18 yrs. No one is able or knows how to fix it.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
19 Aug 19
@Bensen32 yes that is why the politicians need to work on it now.
we need a few that really care though we can't seem to get that. Seems we are all doomed
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@Bensen32 (27509)
• United States
18 Aug 19
@bunnybon7 Right, well to be fair it's not like there is one easy answer to fix it.
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@MarshaMusselman (38616)
• Midland, Michigan
13 Aug 19
Your family shouldn't needed your gifts. I rarely buy mine gifts and I haven't for several years now. They quite understand. I can't even buy the Christmas gifts either. I'm hoping one day that will change but it is what it is. We do participate in Chinese auction with the larger family group but that's pretty generic.
That's a high copay and I also hate getting behind. It can take forever to catch up.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
20 Aug 19
@MarshaMusselman Haven't got enough family left that is able to and mostly friends help me as much as they can.
@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
20 Aug 19
yes and quite stressful when you don't know if you will lose electric or a roof over your head trying to catch up.
you find out how homeless happens
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@MarshaMusselman (38616)
• Midland, Michigan
20 Aug 19
@bunnybon7 if my situation got that bad I'm sure my family would step in to help us out. I might owe them later on, but I doubt is needed to worry about living in the street.
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@thelme55 (76477)
• Germany
14 Aug 19
I am so sorry to hear this Bonnie. I will pray for you and that everything will be fine. When I don´t know what to give for a birthday present to my friends or my immediate relatives, I give them a self-made voucher where it stated that they can have a facial treatment or a back massage from me. It was always appreciated. Maybe you can find a way where you don´t have to spend money on a gift.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
19 Aug 19
thank you for prayer.
she lives too far away for personal hands on gift. but she did answer me finally and understands.
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@thelme55 (76477)
• Germany
23 Aug 19
@bunnybon7 You are very welcome. I am glad she finally answered you.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
21 Aug 19
@bunnybon7 Thanks. I need that a lot.
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@florelway (23092)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
14 Aug 19
Sometimes it's better to be childless than putting up with those kind of child. I pray that you will be fine.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
18 Aug 19
thank you for prayer. I am glad of 2 kids I had. they have appreciated me. this daughter here with me and one son.
@florelway (23092)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
18 Aug 19
@bunnybon7 Still lucky for these kids. Got none of my own but I have nieces and nephews and there are plenty of them.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
19 Aug 19
how sweet and how I do appreciate that.
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@jobelbojel (34729)
• Philippines
14 Aug 19
I will be praying with you Bonnie. Sorry about your daughter's attitude of treating that way.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
16 Aug 19
thank you prayer is so very appreciated
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
20 Aug 19
thank you friend. I just pray for health and happiness for my friends here. pretty well covers everything
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
21 Aug 19
@bunnybon7 That is also cool and thanks for that.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
20 Aug 19
thank you dear. love those prayers I do.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
19 Aug 19
thank you so much. it is appreciated
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@GardenGerty (157494)
• United States
13 Aug 19
I am always broke for my August birthday as well. Yes, we can share prayers. I am sorry some of your kids are estranged from you.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
15 Aug 19
yes our birthdays become same old things to us as we age. It's the people we love we wish we could do or buy something for. I forgot if yours passed already but happy birthday any way.
So many to remember in this month that I seldom even think of mine 
So many to remember in this month that I seldom even think of mine 
@sprite1950 (30453)
• Corsham, England
13 Aug 19
You're going through a tough time at the moment. Life isn't always fair but I wish the very best for you and will keep you in my prayers.
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@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
13 Aug 19
I will absolutely be praying! All that should matter is your love for them-material things don't matter.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
15 Aug 19
I feel like that after adult hood too. but just like to know they see I still remembered them. that daughter is an odd one. wish I could get used to it
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@cmoneyspinner (9221)
• Austin, Texas
13 Aug 19
You will always be in my prayers. But I don't suppose you know how to send this link to the folks in charge of making sure that citizens get proper healthcare.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
20 Aug 19
i really don't know how or what to do. just pray it works out I guess.
@crazyhorseladycx (39515)
• United States
13 Aug 19
i dunno why ya don't qualify fer medicaid, ms. bonnie? 'tis heartbreakin' when those young'uns 'n other family members tend to shove ya to the side. i've that trouble here, too. used to take't a bit personal, but now figure such's their loss. don't waste my energy'n such any longer.
's fer birthdays? one doesn't need physical presents, jest kind words 'n 'cknowledgement ya remember such's sometimes better.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
16 Aug 19
I just wanted her to acknowledge thatI loved her and remembered her birthday.
she finally did answer me and let me know she saw and said she loved me too.
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