Can shame be forgotten?
@Nevena83 (66063)
Serbia
December 11, 2019 2:25pm CST
Good evening friends
In the previous post I wrote that I would tell you what happened to me.
You know my brother came here to bring more computers, because I found him another space. I was negotiating with people about everything and when he came he confirmed the deal and we got the keys to the space and spent two days settling down everything.
Yes, to cut it short, my brother ran one power cord past the meter, I told him not to do it, but he didn't listen to me.
He went home and after a few hours he called me to tell me that these people noticed it and that I had to get all the computers out. I went there with my mom and son, but I couldn't open the door, because they set their padlock. At that moment, I heard the car and saw the headlights. I was scared.
A man came to connect me with the man for the space and he was friendly, but I felt great shame. Later came the main man, who was visibly upset, saying that we did not agree and that he did not like to be fooled.
I was scared, I felt a great shame. I didn't know what to say, I tried to apologize for myself.
I still feel a lot of fear because it was stressful for me.
Their phones were ringing, and I realized some other people knew about it, cars were passing by, and I realized that they might have been expecting my brother.
I know the story will expand and I am afraid people will treat me badly because of it.
A man came to connect me with the man for the space and he was friendly, but I felt great shame. Later came the main man, who was visibly upset, saying that we did not agree and that he did not like to be fooled.
I was scared, I felt a great shame. I didn't know what to say, I tried to apologize for myself.
I still feel a lot of fear because it was stressful for me.
Their phones were ringing, and I realized some other people knew about it, cars were passing by, and I realized that they might have been expecting my brother.
I know the story will expand and I am afraid people will treat me badly because of it.
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16 responses
@moffittjc (128824)
• Gainesville, Florida
16 Dec 19
I'm sorry you had to deal with this, after you had warned your brother not to do it. I hope everything ended peacefully and that you were able to get the computers out. Make sure your brother listens to you next time!
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@moffittjc (128824)
• Gainesville, Florida
17 Dec 19
@Nevena83 What fear did you have? Were you worried that someone might try to harm you?
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@Nevena83 (66063)
• Serbia
18 Dec 19
@moffittjc Yes, I was sure someone would hurt me.

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@florelway (23339)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
11 Dec 19
I am sorry that has to happen. Lesson for your brother.
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@florelway (23339)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Dec 19
@Nevena83 that is so sad, is he younger than you?
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@Nevena83 (66063)
• Serbia
12 Dec 19
@florelway He is only two years younger than me.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
12 Dec 19
@Nevena83 You have to try, baby steps. Make a list, write it down if that helps. Write things like, I can do this, on a piece pf paper, and read it every day. We all have to find those little things that help us get through. You deserve better.
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@samysotelo18 (7743)
• Mexico
11 Dec 19
Sorry what does ran power cord past the meter means?
did he take power that he wasn't paying for?
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@snowy22315 (208746)
• United States
12 Dec 19
It was not you fault! Do not blame yourself for this. I don't get your family. They treat you like Cinderella. Please don't let anyone treat you badly...especially those that get off on it. Your brother should have called ahead...but it certainly isn't your fault.
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@snowy22315 (208746)
• United States
12 Dec 19
@Nevena83 You must stop complaining and take action..or your life will never change..you know this..
We support you!
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@Nevena83 (66063)
• Serbia
12 Dec 19
@snowy22315 Yes, you are right and thank you very much for your support.


@marguicha (230334)
• Chile
13 Dec 19
I am so sorry you had to go through all this

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@marguicha (230334)
• Chile
13 Dec 19
@Nevena83 I imagine. but it was not your fault.
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@crazyhorseladycx (39503)
• United States
12 Dec 19
sadly yer correct'n though 'twas not yer doin', tongues're gonna wag. one more reason to get 'way from yer brother'n his doin's. 



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@Nevena83 (66063)
• Serbia
12 Dec 19
@crazyhorseladycx I would really love it, but I don't see a way.

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@birjudanak (14316)
• India
12 Dec 19
So sorry for your new trouble and its once again by your brother. He went so no one will ask him but its at your place so people will keep telling you. You need to talk with your brother and short out it.
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@freelancermariagrace (29342)
• Philippines
12 Dec 19
Don't feel bad for it, Nevena. Your brother is responsible for it.
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@louievill (28846)
• Philippines
11 Dec 19
Do you mean you made an illegal connection by bypassing the meter or what we call a jumper? Make your brother face the problem and clear your name cause you warned him already, nothing to be ashamed of in my opinion.
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@andriaperry (118793)
• Anniston, Alabama
11 Dec 19
Your brother should have been the one to face the man, not you.
I would not feel bad about it, it was not you but your brother who was at fault.
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@Nevena83 (66063)
• Serbia
12 Dec 19
You're right, but he went home because he doesn't live here and sent me there, but I didn't know people would wait for me there, I was terrified.

















