The Letter

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Dear dad I really wish you were here to see who your little girl has grown up to be. I hope that I've made you proud dad. I think of you often and I really wish you could have been here today. Sometimes I wish I could see you just one last time dad,hold your hands and give you a hug. You gave me hope even when I had none, everytime you said things would 've okay..they always worked out. Daddy when you got in that hospital I cried my eyes out for days and not even mom could stop me but when you called??......yes when you called I cried more and then you told me "everything would be okay".... Daddy you told me "everything would be okay.!!!".... Daddy sorry for believing you !!!! Because it will never be okay...i don't know if I'll ever be okay with your death...i remember it like it was yesterday and it hurts all the same. I could never in my life ask for a better father and no one and I mean no one could ever replace you.... I really wish to be young again just so I could do right by u ....but the part that makes me cry more is that "you never gave up on me ...no matter what I did" school tours and plays you always find a way to get the money, even when you had none for yourself ,even when you knew giving me that money means you wouldn't know how you'd eat. I LOVE YOU!!!!! I hope that you are okay and I really hope you are holding my hands while I go through this life. You suffered to much....thats why I never liked coming to the hospital. I'm crying to much so I'm going to take a break before I continue dad... It's a couple hours passed and I just want to say...dad you brought out the best in me.. You were proud to have me as a daughter no matter how many times I disappointed you.. I'm really glad I got to be your daughter dad... I'm going to make you proud dad... All the promises I made you ...that life didn't give me time to leave school and do for you. ...ill do it for mom.... I've been making her really happy dad.... Mom and I have finally gotten close but she often stresses her self out about what other people do...I have the best parents.....and I thank God for you both....the little time we had to spend together...i learned a lot dad....i never thought I'd lose u ....but here we are... I miss u so much....and there's so much I want to say but am crying to much and I don't want mom to notice ...so goodbye dad...ur little girl has grown up...but she's forever your little girl dad.