Biggest Fear

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My biggest fear would be losing my mom..which I never ever want to happen...she's literally my world...i love her so much.....only God knows how much I love her....i can't stay without her...when am at work I call her multiple times to make sure she's okay...she literally has gotten tired of me......before I see her using a knife or lightening fire...id be like "mom be careful " Whenever she's not okay..its easy for me to tell.....I like whenever she wants something that I can afford it for her...i don't want her to work because then I'd be worried about if she's going to be okay on her way home...or if she needs me and am not there....i wasn't always this protective over my mother...its just dat after losing my dad...it was really hard for me.....my mom loves me tho..she always has...theres a lot of things she wouldn't do without me because we have gotten attached.even when she's at work I complain that she works to much in the garden or outside...i just wish she'd live the work to me and eat ...sleep....watch...tv or whatever... I really and truly love my mom... I sometimes feel I have everything figured out .when really and truly I might not have it all figured out. Sometimes I think of ways to make her happy and I just don't know what else I could do you know but it's easy to tell when she's happy. Tho I'll admit I get her angry sometimes....its not my fault...i just believe she's eating to much fast food...to much oil....so I complain each time she does.... ...... She's been through a lot...she has told me her stories....that I can't explain how touching and heartbreaking it was.....it placed me on the spot of stress.... Guys I really and truly love my mom.. I mean cry whenever I see those tears in her eyes.... Talking about tears.i just imagine how she looks and tears came...