I still care

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I care about alot of things that I know i should not be caring about.... I still wonder about people who have betrayed me.... I still wonder about people who manipulated me.. I still wonder about those who did nothing but use me... I wonder about those who created faulse rumours... I wonder about those who I thought we're friends... Am I stupid for still caring? Am I not wise because I keep wondering if they are okay as am no longer there to turn to for help ? Am I okay or am I crazy because I allow people to take advantage of my kindness? I know i have to toughen up but it's really the hardest thing for me to do honestly speaking.. I love being there for people and i hate turning my back on even if they have turn their backs on me. I help those who wrong me because am too afraid to say no ... People often ask why am I often around the wrong crowds but it's hard to let go of people...I keep thinking people change ...no matter how many times those people mess up.and I know am a fool for letting things get worse.