If only you loved me,as much as you hurt me

@Merliva (3539)
San Marino
September 15, 2020 9:25am CST
Ever been with someone who hurted you repeatedly and they always had an excuse or always blamed you. Ever met someone who blamed you every time they hurt you? Someone who hurts you all the time but claims they love you? Someone who lies to you to gain your trust so they can use it against you and denied it? Someone who blabs to people about everything they do for you, so you have to refuse most of their help? A guy who places all his friends before you but expect you to put him first. Someone who makes everyone look at you badly and then tell you how you the only good thing in their life. Some who has messed up more than 15 times but you keep believing the lies because that guy has those tears in his eyes. A guy who says sorry a million times but does the same thing a million times more. Ever thought some people only come into your life because they life to distroy you and break you down? Someone who frightens you often even when you you do nothing wrong. Someone who enjoys making fun of you even if you have told them it lowers your self esteem. Someone who has sex with you so they can boast to their friends. Someone who tries to turn your family against you. A guy who screenshots all your conversations to his friends. A guy who's friends call you the b word because of the rumors he spreads about you. A guy who does nothing but disrespects you. A guy who refuses to leave your life no matter how you try to get raid of him. A guy who expects something in return for everything he does for you.... I could go on and on about this guy but talking about this really gets to me.
3 people like this
3 responses
@kanuck1 (4394)
15 Sep 20
Thankfully I have never met a monster as bad as that but I know they exist!
2 people like this
@Merliva (3539)
• San Marino
15 Sep 20
They make you feel guilty about things you never did...they bring you down so low that you feel you need to depend on time.. It took alot in me to remove myself from this mess and when I did ...he still tries to mess up myself up to this day you know but it's better now that his not in my life even if his still trying to distroy it
1 person likes this
@kanuck1 (4394)
16 Sep 20
@Merliva Some people are like a devil that never quits.
1 person likes this
@Merliva (3539)
• San Marino
16 Sep 20
@kanuck1 I totally agree
1 person likes this
@psanasangma (5884)
• India
15 Sep 20
This is terrifying me, I think we should not be tolerating for such act.. however it looks toxic to me Hope you are doing well
1 person likes this
@Merliva (3539)
• San Marino
15 Sep 20
I don't believe that people should... I was merserable and cried really often which made it worse and people made fun of me because of the jokes this gut use to give about me. I would go out with him and his friends and they only made fun of me...all the jokes were always about me
1 person likes this
@Janet357 (75656)
15 Sep 20
I never had had such guy in my life thankfully.
1 person likes this