What I need is ...

@jassmine (1460)
Morocco
October 10, 2020 10:23am CST
If the night came and spread darkness all over the city ... it found me inside my room ... listening to Umm Kulthum's music, with a bottle of red wine ... and thinking of me being a person that changes day after day ... as if I gain a new breath with every sunrise ... Even my old habits that I could not even think of myself being able to overcome ... I am now completely in need of it ... such as moving away from people and enjoying the most solitude ... This isolation was nearly the seventh impossible for a formerly socialite one.
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DianneN
@DianneN (254949)
• United States
10 Oct 20
That's very deep and depressing. I need my alone time, but I also need to be out in the light to be happy.
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sima sima
@jassmine (1460)
• Morocco
10 Oct 20
If you watch me out with friends you will never tell that this girl has this much low time or she could ever be sad or depressed, but deep inside yes I am
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DianneN
@DianneN (254949)
• United States
10 Oct 20
@jassmine I'm so sorry to hear that. You should talk to someone to help you deal with your feelings such as a therapist or psychologist. No shame in that.
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sima sima
@jassmine (1460)
• Morocco
11 Oct 20
@DianneN It is okay, Talking will give no results I tried it before and took medecins... I remember one told me that you are the only person who can heal yourself
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Jojo
@Sojourn (13833)
• India
10 Oct 20
You seem to be in a pensive mood. Or you are in quest for adding more meaning to your life.
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sima sima
@jassmine (1460)
• Morocco
10 Oct 20
I am looking for the meaning of my life
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DEV D
@abhinalstrikr (4110)
• India
13 Oct 20
darkness is needed to find oneself though its lone phase but it will teach somany things about life
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DEV D
@abhinalstrikr (4110)
• India
13 Oct 20
@jassmine i agree with you
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sima sima
@jassmine (1460)
• Morocco
13 Oct 20
Yes, sometimes we need to pass through that darkness to appreciate the light we will have in life
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sima sima
@jassmine (1460)
• Morocco
13 Oct 20
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José Valera
@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
10 Oct 20
I just hope you found a way to get out of this mindset of your girl. Talk to your friends so they help you. I wish I could do more from here but I can't. Keep in mind, you are valuable as a human being, you deserve to be happy. Where do you think this depression come from?
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José Valera
@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
11 Oct 20
@jassmine well, I suggest you to let it all out. However you have to start working on how to knock down that depression you are in. You cannot let it take over you!
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sima sima
@jassmine (1460)
• Morocco
10 Oct 20
I am having hard time here, I am writing something about why I feel that much depressed I will postit at night, about friends I really don't have that much clse friends....
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sima sima
@jassmine (1460)
• Morocco
11 Oct 20
@jvicentevalera I am trying to my dear, believe me I am doing my best to get rid of it
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Raj
@Butterfingers (66603)
• India
10 Oct 20
You seem very sad from few days
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Raj
@Butterfingers (66603)
• India
11 Oct 20
@jassmine what happened beautiful lady
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sima sima
@jassmine (1460)
• Morocco
11 Oct 20
@Butterfingers some hard times...
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sima sima
@jassmine (1460)
• Morocco
10 Oct 20
Yes I am very sad
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Piyush bhatia
@piyushbhatia1 (11695)
• India
10 Oct 20
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muhammad iqbal
@happylife1 (13403)
• Karachi, Pakistan
10 Oct 20
if you need just call
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sima sima
@jassmine (1460)
• Morocco
10 Oct 20
Call who?
rhuenz
@rhuenz (10680)
•
10 Oct 20
Sometimes i am also like that, I can think well to be alone.
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sima sima
@jassmine (1460)
• Morocco
10 Oct 20
It is sometimes good to be alone