When I Got Raped

@Merliva (3540)
San Marino
December 11, 2020 11:16am CST
when i got raped i was 12 years old and it was by a 2 stranger actually, these men were maybe 40 or 50 or maybe in-between. it was one of the worse nights of my life. i took a year before i told anyone what happened and when i did people started asking questions like: were you drunk? what were you wearing? did you scream? why now after such a long time? people also said that man will never do that you have no proof men will be men that's a funny story, who train you? you never said no sorry we can't actually believe you. the sad was after i heard what everyone had to say, i never brought it up again, those men have children and it hurts talking about this because it's one of the reasons i don't want a child, it would kill me if I'm unable to protect that child when they need me. i guess life happens, i'm getting stronger by the day,i just wish they were in jail. but my question is why? why do they do it?
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@jaboUK (64346)
• United Kingdom
11 Dec 20
How absolutely awful for you, my heart goes out to you.
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@Merliva (3540)
• San Marino
12 Dec 20
thanks dear
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@Cheyee (8352)
• Pakanbaru, Indonesia
12 Dec 20
I am really sorry that happened to you. They are really worst people. But people who blame the victims are also no better. I got molested few times when I was kid and teenager. It left trauma for the rest of my life.
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@Merliva (3540)
• San Marino
12 Dec 20
oh my i'm so sorry dear
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@Cheyee (8352)
• Pakanbaru, Indonesia
12 Dec 20
@Merliva I mean they never touch me, but you know they jerked off in front of face, show their 'thing'. It's included right?
@Merliva (3540)
• San Marino
12 Dec 20
@Cheyee yes it is included dear, i'm sorry u experience this
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@kanuck1 (4424)
12 Dec 20
They are only thinking of themselves and care little for those they hurt.
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@kanuck1 (4424)
12 Dec 20
@Merliva It's really hard to understand evil people that do such things but sadly they exist.
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@Merliva (3540)
• San Marino
18 Dec 20
@kanuck1 alot of them and sadly some has kids
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@Merliva (3540)
• San Marino
12 Dec 20
exactly it's like they don't have a heart
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@Juliaacv (56195)
• Canada
11 Dec 20
Have you considered talking to a therapist about this? Its a very traumatic event.
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@Merliva (3540)
• San Marino
12 Dec 20
i did but didn't help much
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@Juliaacv (56195)
• Canada
12 Dec 20
@Merliva I am so sorry.
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@Merliva (3540)
• San Marino
12 Dec 20
@Juliaacv thanks dear for caring
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@Dena91 (17029)
• United States
12 Dec 20
I am sorry that you had to go through that. I am even more sorry for those questions you had to answer afterwards. I don't understand why people ask such things instead of being comforting to you.
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@Merliva (3540)
• San Marino
12 Dec 20
thats why i never spoke about it , since i knew people would say things like this
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