Why Am I Missing Him ?? / myLot

India

December 17, 2020 4:35pm CST

Last night a boy from my next door neighbour's family died of a heart attack. He was 24 and he was mad.He would talk to everybody he saw, but nobody would talk to him.Yesterday I saw him come from the market.I was leaving for office.He saw me and said," Hello,brother",and stopped.I knew he wanted to talk to me, but I waved my hand and left.He realised I was not interested to talk.He kept looking at me for a few seconds and then left murmuring as he usually used to do. I had a very good sleep last night.When I woke up at 5 a.m.,the first news I received was of his death. Today I feel someone missing.I miss the mad boy.I miss the unfortunate lad who wanted to talk to everybody,but nobody was interested to listen to him.I am feeling sad for the boy I never talked to.

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CarolDM

@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

17 Dec 20

That is very sad.

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jaishankar

@Shivram59 (50131)

• India

17 Dec 20

@CarolDM Yes,it's very sad.I did not know that was the last time he was trying to talk to me.

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CarolDM

@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

17 Dec 20

@Shivram59 Of course, you had no way of knowing.

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jaishankar

@Shivram59 (50131)

• India

17 Dec 20

@CarolDM

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Lucky Roo

@youfiq (2564)

• United States

18 Dec 20

I'm sorry to hear that, I hope he rest in peace, is he really crazy? or is it as an expression that he is a friendly person

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jaishankar

@Shivram59 (50131)

• India

18 Dec 20

@youfiq He was mad since his childhood.Since he tried to talk to everyone here saw,you can conclude he was a person friendly by nature.Till the day before yesterday you could see him roaming here and there,but today he is nowhere.

Sreekala

@Sreekala (34312)

• India

18 Dec 20

Sorry to know this news. It is true we do not pay attention to such people. It is our nature. No need to feel bad pray for his soul that is the best tribute for him.

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jaishankar

@Shivram59 (50131)

• India

18 Dec 20

@Sreekala Since yesterday I have prayed many times for the unfortunate boy.He is gone,so I have not seen him walking towards the market.I hear no wailing coming from his house.His family members are silent and busy with their works. I miss him.I hope,you understand. We are meeting after a long time,Sreekala ji. I thought you left mylot and are busy somewhere else.I'm so glad to see you back on mylot.

Kayla Tsukino

@kaylachan (84699)

• Daytona Beach, Florida

18 Dec 20

That's normal and is a sobering reminder of how we should treat one another. You don't want to live with those regrets. You never know when the last time you'll see or speak to a person. He may have been a little less angry if one person stopped to talk. But, you'll never know. Use this as a reminder, be more respectful to others.

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jaishankar

@Shivram59 (50131)

• India

18 Dec 20

@kaylachan It is not that anybody used to insult her.But nobody liked to waste their time to listen his senseless talk.And it seems he had any grudges about it.He would stop near someone who realised he would now start talking.So they would immediately leave the place. You may call me crazy,but now I want to see and talk to him,although I know it's impossible.He is gone.

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hereandthere

@hereandthere (45628)

• Philippines

18 Dec 20

maybe you can pay your respects (if you hold wakes there) and visit his parents/siblings and/or offer prayers for him at your church/temple/place of worship?

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