He's still here..

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Tomorrow makes two weeks for the fiancé being here. As he came for both Christmas and New Years. Even though he had already opened the Christmas gifts we had for him the last time he came, which was like two weeks before. Unfortunately though, it hasn't been the best two weeks together. Which part of the issue is that I found out a thing or two, that I already knew for years, but was just confirmed. So it's finally been said, and he now knows I was right all along about it not just assuming, but now things are somehow even harder between us. Ugh. How is that even possible . Thankfully though, that issue and the surrounding issues of it are really the only thing in our way of being good.. But he did almost leave back on Tuesday because of the surrounding issues. And I'm not sure if or when he'll be back once he does leave either. Or if we'll ever be (fully) good again. But he says he will be back, like usual when I say he won't. I don't know. Just sad, hurt, confused.. alone and trying to be hopeful.