Early Morning Brings Many Thoughts

@CarolDM (203396)
Nashville, Tennessee
July 12, 2021 11:55am CST
Brendel was restless last night and this morning. She woke me many times. She is of course sleeping now. She likes to get close to me. And with her hearing loss, her meows are very loud and startling. She calms down when she can lay next to me. And then I am awake. But it is part of the process I suppose. Was out having coffee in the screen room early. It was a quiet morning. I do a lot of thinking, sometimes too much probably. But I know I must hold onto hope and belief in life. No matter what comes or goes. Not sure what I believe in these days, but we all need something to cling to, which in turn brings us hope. Just random thoughts. Photo is mine. An edit I did of my garden stone.
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@just4him (323168)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
12 Jul 21
Beautiful photo. I'm glad she gets comfort from lying next to you.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
12 Jul 21
Thank you. I am as well.
@just4him (323168)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
13 Jul 21
@CarolDM You're welcome.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
13 Jul 21
@cacay1 Thanks
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@marlina (154103)
• Canada
12 Jul 21
I think too much myself sometimes, not good
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
12 Jul 21
Working on it.
@m_audrey6788 (58468)
• Germany
12 Jul 21
We really need to have hope to help us move forward and do the best that we can do.
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• Germany
14 Jul 21
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
12 Jul 21
Thank you!
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@snowy22315 (208770)
• United States
12 Jul 21
My sister had a cat like that...who had hearing loss and ear splitting meows. I feel for you and Brendel... Believe me, I know how hard it is.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
12 Jul 21
So you understand. So hard. But trying to enjoy the moments.
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@Juliaacv (56208)
• Canada
12 Jul 21
Your positive attitude to seek out hope and the good in life has sustained you well. Don't over-think Brendel's activities, in your heart you know.
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@Juliaacv (56208)
• Canada
12 Jul 21
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
12 Jul 21
Thank you for your continued support my friend. Sometimes the light starts to go out.
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@GreatMartin (23670)
• Ft. Lauderdale, Florida
12 Jul 21
We are having a minor Elsa!! I woke up to lightning, thunder, very heavy rains and winds!! It's nice but then I am inside and dry!
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
12 Jul 21
Oh my, please stay safe down there.
@RebeccasFarm (91299)
• United States
12 Jul 21
We do all need something or someone to cling to thats right Carol. Keep your chin up my friend.
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• United States
12 Jul 21
@CarolDM Welcome appreciate you alsoThanks to you as well
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
12 Jul 21
Thank you! Appreciate your kindness.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
12 Jul 21
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@Tampa_girl7 (54714)
• United States
12 Jul 21
I’d be lost without hope. I tend to think too much to. May we both have some peace and calmness in our day
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
12 Jul 21
I know Marie. Some days are harder than others. Hugs to you as well.
@DianneN (254949)
• United States
12 Jul 21
I know you are enjoying every moment with her while you can.
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@DianneN (254949)
• United States
12 Jul 21
@CarolDM I know that feeling very well.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
12 Jul 21
I am trying to, a little bittersweet sometimes.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
12 Jul 21
@DianneN I know you do.
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@Dena91 (17029)
• United States
12 Jul 21
I am glad Brendel finds comfort being close to you. Buttons would get as close to us as she could until she crossed over. We miss her so much. Even though we still have Ginger our home has become quieter. I talked with Mike about his thoughts on getting another fur baby in the future and he said he doesn't want his heart to break again. I understand. She was his baby his shadow. I think too much at times too. I will find my comfort in bible verses to help calm my thoughts. Some days it is easier than others. Holding you close in my thoughts and prayers.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
13 Jul 21
Thanks! She clams down really fast if she gets close, and I am glad of that. I don't want her to start hiding. I miss my pets I have lost over that years too. Thank you, lots of ups and downs lately for some reason in my mind.
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@Hannihar (130150)
• Israel
13 Jul 21
@CarolDM I can see that Brendel wants you near. My Sophie is sick and she likes to be near me too. Life is very hard these days and some that I thought I could trust cannot and not sure they are good people or not. I am tired of people not being who they should be and thankful for the few that I do believe in still and have been good to me. Life is very hard and has been very hard for my cat and myself. She is sick and the only thing that seems to help get her to eat is this stuff the vet gave me to rub inside her ear but I want to her eat because she wants to get well and so far I do not believe I got through to her. I hope she will be her old self again soon.
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@Hannihar (130150)
• Israel
13 Jul 21
@CarolDM Thank you so much and yes, I do know that you know. I hope and pray that she does return to her old self too. I worry about her and trying the best but it is up to her to want to eat and she only eats these days when I rub this gel stuff in her ear. She has to want to eat on her own. She gets up but also sits on her scratch box and lays on the bed too. I wish there was more I could do but there isn't and that is what bothers me.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
13 Jul 21
@Hannihar I had to buy jars of baby food for one of my cats when she wouldn't eat.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
13 Jul 21
So sorry Sophie is sick. Thoughts and prayers for her that she will feel better and return to her old self again soon. I know how hard it is to see them not well. Hugs to you and Sophie.
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@anya12adwi (10292)
• India
23 Jul 21
Sometimes, it becomes difficult to stop thinking!! Infact, that happens with me most of the time!! The picture is not showing here? Have you deleted it?
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@anya12adwi (10292)
• India
24 Jul 21
@CarolDM Oh! I missed it!
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
23 Jul 21
I did delete the photo. I delete after a few days.
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@nela13 (59367)
• Portugal
13 Jul 21
Sometimes I also overthink about my life, it isn't a good feeling.
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@nela13 (59367)
• Portugal
15 Jul 21
@CarolDM I am also trying to work on it.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
15 Jul 21
I guess most of us do this, I am working on it.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
15 Jul 21
@nela13 Life can be a challenge.
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@DocAndersen (54399)
• United States
13 Jul 21
Cherish the little things, and hope the big things get out of the way!
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
13 Jul 21
@DocAndersen I have written it down.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
13 Jul 21
Very wise words. Thanks for the support.
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@DocAndersen (54399)
• United States
13 Jul 21
@CarolDM that is something my track coach used to say!
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@GardenGerty (169439)
• United States
13 Jul 21
Sometimes it is very hard to shut down those thoughts. I believe in the resurrection and hope, but sometimes this world is heavy and it is hard to keep going.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
13 Jul 21
I agree Heather. I keep pushing.
@sjvg1976 (42727)
• Delhi, India
13 Jul 21
We should always have such positive attitude in our life. Hope Brendel gets fine soon.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
13 Jul 21
Thanks
@RasmaSandra (97908)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
13 Jul 21
Lovely garden stone, I will keep Brendle in my prays and hope all will be well,
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
13 Jul 21
Thanks again for your support.
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@JESSY3236 (22224)
• United States
13 Jul 21
pretty picture.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
13 Jul 21
Thanks!
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@LindaOHio (222285)
• United States
13 Jul 21
Lovely photo. I'm sure you get some comfort from her as well.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
13 Jul 21
Thanks! Yes I do.
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@dya80dya (36805)
13 Jul 21
I think too much and this is exhausting sometimes.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
13 Jul 21
We do get mentally drained.