I had to pray before sleeping last night.

@sharon6345 (289646)
United States
October 13, 2021 11:52pm CST
I pray so don't think I am strange. I just won't rely on prayer to shelter me or feed me. I struggled for two weeks trying to distance myself from someone sweet. I wanted space to drive us apart. He has done nothing wrong so that was the hard part. I don't want to be in a long-distance relationship. I swore I would not do it to myself. I swore a few other don'ts and they came to change me. I prayed to have more understanding and patience. I don't want to be that wicked to do that over a person working. It would be understandable if it was abuse or for that matter arguing. I don't stand for that. Now today I am better with it all. I am not looking for him to come home. He said maybe two months. when he comes he comes. I will be happy as I normally am. I am a lot of things but cruel for no reason is not one of them.
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@JimBo452020 (63815)
• Montrose, Scotland
14 Oct
I couldn't do a long distance relationship Sharon.
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@sharon6345 (289646)
• United States
14 Oct
I don't blame you one bit. I can't manage it much either. I get down in the dumps when I get in bed. I was so used to him coming after dinner before he went to sleep.
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@JimBo452020 (63815)
• Montrose, Scotland
14 Oct
@sharon6345 Aye. I can.imagine you getting used to him.coming after dinner before he went to sleep
@1creekgirl (27480)
• United States
15 Oct
I hope this works out for the best, whatever that is.
@sharon6345 (289646)
• United States
15 Oct
a long-distance relationship. I hope too I love the sweetman.
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@Shavkat (114904)
• Philippines
14 Oct
I am sure it will be a challenge to have an LDR.
@sharon6345 (289646)
• United States
14 Oct
It is but I do the sweetman.
@jstory07 (111555)
• Roseburg, Oregon
14 Oct
I hope he can come back soon and you can see him again.
@sharon6345 (289646)
• United States
14 Oct
I just want him to be ok no matter what.
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