I had to pray before sleeping last night.
October 13, 2021 11:52pm CST
I pray so don't think I am strange. I just won't rely on prayer to shelter me or feed me. I struggled for two weeks trying to distance myself from someone sweet. I wanted space to drive us apart. He has done nothing wrong so that was the hard part. I don't want to be in a long-distance relationship. I swore I would not do it to myself. I swore a few other don'ts and they came to change me. I prayed to have more understanding and patience. I don't want to be that wicked to do that over a person working. It would be understandable if it was abuse or for that matter arguing. I don't stand for that. Now today I am better with it all. I am not looking for him to come home. He said maybe two months. when he comes he comes. I will be happy as I normally am. I am a lot of things but cruel for no reason is not one of them.
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