I'm Having a Non-Motivation Day

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It's one of those days. I'm not depressed or really tired or anything. I just...want to sit here and not do anything. I mean, I did do some stuff this morning but now my brain is going, "Good job! You did TWO adult things today! That's enough!" No, brain. It's not enough. I should probably go to the grocery store because I'm out of milk. As someone of 50% pure Finnish heritage, that's like a crime in this house. I need milk. But I don't want to go get it. I also need to apply for jobs. I've been coasting for a week, I can get by with several more on the money I saved up but I don't want to wait until I'm entirely out of funds before I start looking around. I'm working on the whole freelance writer thing but I'm aware I won't get a following large enough to support me before I burn through my savings. A steady job is required. I should do some of my felting crafts too. Part of my income is supposed to depend on selling those crafts, but I can't sell them if I don't finish them! And then there's all the cleaning I still need to do. I have so much junk to go through and toss out or take to charity, and now is the perfect time to do that while I have little else going on. But I just. Don't. Want. To. Not today. I want to sit here and read and do a little role play, maybe watch a movie. Why do we have to adult so much? Mooommmmm, come support me!