May 19, 2022

Sparta, Tennessee
May 19, 2022 4:28am CST
It's Thursday which is once again pay day! We still have some couple kinks to work out with this new job but right now I'm happy that we're talking it out and trying. Just a few years ago, all of this would end up with us fighting all the time. Yesterday was just a crap day. I love some of his family but when I say it was a crap day, don't tell me that I should be grateful for waking up. It doesn't make what's going on any better. First thing in the morning, the internet just wouldn't work right. It wasn't just slow, I can deal with slow, no it would just stop working. My computer would freeze. In other words, no work got done that day. It may not seem like a big deal to some people but I make my little bit of money this way. It's not much but it's helped with a few things over the years. So yes, I was upset. Second, without the internet working, I missed out on a lot of Good Morning Football. It's my morning routine and now that it's not on Dish, I have to use Hulu. So that was a huge part of my day that didn't work and threw me off. Usually loosing streaming doesn't bother me as I just put in a DVD but yesterday morning it was just another issue. Third, anything I made on cricut was not coming out right. I told our friends at station 65 in Liberty that I would have a few things for them to add to their fundraiser auction so it was frustrating me that the simple designs I had laid out, were not printing out right. I eventually got one canvas done which I'll show later but it was a long time in the making. Longer than it should have been. Four, my husband didn't get a lunch yesterday so I didn't get to talk to him other than texting when he had a chance. I'm emotionally needy and kind of screwed up so I need to reassurance of texting and the one call a day helps. Especially when he's gone from 4am until 6-8 at night. This was the second day it's happened and I know that he's trying and I'm trying but it was just something small that added into the growing number of issues. It seemed like if it could go wrong yesterday, it did. It's been a while since I've had a day like that and all I wanted to do is cry. I'm hoping that today is going to be a better day. It seriously needs to be a better day. So far, my computer is working so I may actually get some work done today. I finished my puzzle yesterday so I need to get the back glued and I can start another one. I read a little bit before he got home last night but then when he got home we got into about something. We're fixing it so don't worry lol. I think I can finish Shadow and Bone today. Once that's done, I can move on to the ARC from Carrie Ann Ryan. I need to take a shower today because I have a ton of errands I need to do tomorrow. Odds are I won't be on here but that's okay as well. Saturday is smoke alarm day which should be good. We go around with the red cross and install smoke alarms for those that have asked for them. The goal is to be done around noon and then fingers crossed, I go up and look at a jeep. Sunday is yard day. We have to get gas and take trash but after that we have a ton of work to catch up on in the yard so that's what we're going to focus on. I think that is long enough lol What is everyone else up to today? Since I won't be here tomorrow, do you have any weekend plans? *picture from google
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@moffittjc (118365)
• Gainesville, Florida
19 May 22
I’m sorry to hear you had such a rough day. When it rains, it pours, as the old saying goes. I hope everything gets better from here on out. I’m taking off work in about 20 minutes and heading to Disney World. As an annual pass holder, I got randomly selected to attend a sneak preview of the new Guardians of the Galaxy roller coaster at Epcot. Really looking forward to that. Hope you have a great weekend!
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• Sparta, Tennessee
23 May 22
My husband and I talked it out when he got home. I'm not the most mentally stable in the first place so it really screwed me up I hope you enjoyed the new ride! It sounds exciting!
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@moffittjc (118365)
• Gainesville, Florida
23 May 22
@JordanLader We had a great time at Disney. Can’t wait to be back again this coming weekend for my birthday. I hope you are able to manage your mental health effectively. I know it can be a struggle sometimes. Hope you have a great Monday!
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@luisga814 (6913)
• Quezon City, Philippines
19 May 22
Yes. Payday. In which I got my pay also today. But occassionally it should be on the 20th.
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• Sparta, Tennessee
19 May 22
Thankfully he gets paid weekly. We're lucky because it's actually more than I thought it would be.