My Mama and Daddy

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I must admit that I have had waves of sadness over the past few weeks. My parent's trailor was left on my property. We thought a relative was going to get it and they never did. So, for two years, it has kinda sat there and deteriorated. My dad died about four years ago and my mom is in a nursing home with dementia. Some days she is happy to see us, other days, she is mean. My brother and I both wish we could bring her home to take care of her, but she is a danger to herself and others. Until we can afford to pay round the clock private care for her, she will be nearby in assisted living. With all this in mind, I decided to fix their trailer up in their memory/honor. Both of them loved kids and love to teach. They loved helping others before life took its toll. I guess I am a lot like them. I have a small Christian school in my home. I teach at discount rates and I have helped single mothers with childcare. I decided to turn my parents small trailer into a classroom and game room for my students. My parents would have loved that. At the same time, my brother, husband and I are discussing building a tiny home on our property and look at some ideas on earning more money and bringing mama there to live. She will be right next to us and in a controlled environment. I miss them greatly. They taught us so much. They were such faithful, devoted parents when we were young. They worked hard and loved Jesus. I am thankful for these things. As I work in their trailer, though, I feel a sadness at times. I miss them so much. Daddy has perfect healing now because he is in heaven with Jesus. We are still praying for a miracle for my mom. Until then, I will try to carry on their legacy and touch lives, as they did.