I Felt Homesick Yesterday

Tweet

For some reason, I was really down yesterday. All I wanted was to be left alone, to enjoy a nice pitty-party all by myself. Clinical Depression is the pits! I tried praying, but felt like I was talking to the ceiling. God is omnipresent, but at times I don't actually feel his presence, even though I know the Lord cares about me. And I try to be good, at all times. I went to bed early and tried to get comfortable. No matter how I laid, it just didn't seem right. Remmington is my teddy bear, even he was just an inanimate object. I found him all wound up in the covers, upside down. I guess he didn't want a hug. Anyway, I got up about four times, to get two more kleenex. Eventually, I must have fallen asleep. When I woke up, my eyes are red and puffy, so I washed my face in extra warm water and soap. I don't use makeup, except lip balm. Now, it's almost 9:30A and I've had two cups of regular(high octane)coffee. To heck with my high blood pressure, I'd much rather have momentum to face this day, alone. I'm doing OK, after last night's ordeal. I did read a couple chapters of the Bible, in Revelation. Good grief! About the Anti-Christ, the marriage supper of the Lamb, Jesus Christ's 1,000 year reign and God's angel throwing Satan into the lake of fire, that burns forever Common Kharla, you can find something more uplifting than that! Maybe I'll go down to Lake Huron and watch the children swimming in the ice cold water, coming out a strange shade of blue. Hypothermia? Only God knows for sure Photo: Mine from last week