That Pull to Connect

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Isn't that the big thing with humans? That pull to connect with another human. Family, friends, etc. I have been thinking a lot about this faucet of my life. With social anxiety and agoraphobia, I don't really spend a lot of time making friends out in the world. The more life thanks to the Donald goes down the tube the more I feel the anxiety and the reasoning behind agoraphobia. It's hard to trust anyone. It's difficult to see the upside. I lost a wonder friend and human being a few years back. I had known her since I was 15. She died of a major heart attack. Another that I thought was my friend turned on me and actually accused me of taking some things from her. I didn't. If she really knew me, she would know that I didn't. That really hurt. So, these two occurrences really make me want to reach out and be vulnerable. Not! My energy has been down, and I have felt my energy go elsewhere. I thought my immune system was stronger, but I learned it isn't. Need to shake it off and see the truth. I need to have a better outlook. The Donald is making life a real problem. You just don't know what he will come up with next. Democracy and life as we knew it is going down the tube. We need to fight back. But how? There are 3 more years of this, and he may still fight to stay in office. Ikes! Stand tall and don't think about it. Yeah, right.