Y love is soo chaos???

Well first thing i got nothing which you wanted to say and second thing noone can teach you anything they can suggest you! You have to do things on ur own and u have to bear the consequences So if you will be much clear as what you wanted to say mebbe we can help

are u saying hes going and u dont know if u should break up with him, or wait for him? I think you should try and wait maybe keep him informend on whats going on by wrighting him letters, Tell him I'm feeling sad your gone and lonley, but I think maybe we might have somthing to last here. and if thats not the case then you don't care enought to make it work so if u don't think u can just leave him, it will hurt less than leading him on. In the end Its all up to you

Is it English or what? Ok leave it. It looks you have an affair with a b/f. No one can advise you in this case. It is your job to decide to go for a sin or not.