Have you ever felt suicidal or homicidal?

Yes I have but it was after I had my daughter and I had Post Partum Depression. It took me for a loop. I was talking about always driving my car into a telephone pole or sitting in the garage with my car going. It was weird seeing me that way. I remember it like crazy. The only thing that really stopped me from doing it was my daughter. I knew that I had to be there for her. I wanted to see her grow up and I wanted to be a part of her life.