If you were him, how would you respond to this?

Philippines
April 28, 2007 11:16am CST
This is something I wrote in my blog last year... my message to someone from the past. I stumbled on it today, and I just had the crazy idea of asking everyone what they think of this. So here it goes: You cannot see this. Unless some strange magical force urges you to view this URL, what I write here will forever be unknown to you. And that thought... is where all the courage comes from. I'm far from being vulnerable this way, at least. Last year I was desperately rambling about wanting to see you again. Guess what, starting this moment... I don't want to see you again. It's senseless to even try to add you in my Friendster. There is no purpose to our meeting other than having a few minutes of utter awkwardness. I am still sorry. I know that somewhere at the back of your mind, you know I am... so I won't have to say it in person. It has been almost 8 years since I found out, just like a lifetime ago. In fact, I'm still stuck to that lifetime but strangely without you in it. I have resolved to keeping it that way.
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@lucky_witch (2707)
• Philippines
29 Apr 07
You've been so mad and hurt during that time... but I see that what you have experienced with this person made so much changes from you... You're like a fresh egg... a very fragile egg...liquid interior protected by thin shell... very much sensitive but when got boiled... becomes hard inside...very hard...though the shell looks the same... just like you...after experiencing pain(maybe..)become harden and stiff... I hope by this time... you no longer the hard boiled egg... I hope this time... youre a coffee bean...that when got boiled releases fragnance and flavor... i hope youre now like that... when things are at their worst,get even better and change the situation around you with a heart as light as a feather....