being alone and feel lonely

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I am a guy who usually goes my own way.I always do things alone not only my assignment but also other thins.But now I have to enhance my oral Enlish,so I have to get a company to practice with me.I found a girl who can do it with me,but she is not the girl I loves.I want to practice with the girl who I get carshed on.But the girl can't be with me in the morning.I really straddle the fence.would you give me some suggestions?