Do you really mean when you say "GET LOST"

I am a very short tempered person and i get pissed off with people easily so sometimes i say bad words like get lost or whatever which i don't mean it in real. But there are certain conditions when way say those words, we have a tendency to control our temper when we are with strangers and when we lose use such words with those strangers i really mean it.

yes, i really want to get him out of my sight, once i say that. if i want him to stop doing anything or to stop talking, that's what i will be saying, too. get lost is such a heavy lash. i have never ever used it in my life with people i value. in fact, i can very well remember that i have used it only once in my whole life. there was this hard-headed girl who is treading the wrong path in life who has been influencing my daughter the wrong way. i had to tell her to get out of my house since, she refused to leave after i had talked to her civilly. when she still refused to budge, i got so angry, i had lost control of myself and so i roared with such a loud voice for her to 'get out and get lost immediately before i could cause her any harm'. i never regretted having done that. it was called for and i deemed it necessary at that instant.

I do not use terms like that, if someone is saying or doing something I find annoying I tell them that it is annoying and ask them to stop. If I want to be by myself, I tell people that too. If I truly do not want someone to be around me at all, ever, I tell them that too. I am very bothered by our worlds acceptance of rude or thoughtless behavior. It doesn't take a whole lot of energy to be kind, even to those we don't want around. To hurt people just because you don't care??? to use words as a weapon?? No, not for me.