Did anyone watched the vh1's rock docs of TLC's Lisa Lopes?

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I just got finished watching it and it was nothing like I expected. Lisa has gone through SO much behind the scenes and I never thought that she was so spiritual and so much into numberology/astrology. She was my favorite from TLC and I remembered write a paper in middle school about why I looked up to her. I guess I liked her outgoing nature and the fact that she was a gemini just like I am. But wow, connections between events in her life and the dreams and premonitions she had up until her death were mysterious. And I had NO ideal that they were going to show the documentary all the way UP to her death. My heart dropped and tears came down after they showed that horrid moment. She had so many dreams she wanted to pursue and fulfill. Another life that was cut too short. But I have read on blogs that some people felt like she knew that her time was up when she was filming the last few days of her life. I don't know what to think about that...