I Just Realized I Have Nothing. Now what?

United States
May 31, 2007 9:57am CST
A sad revealation indeed, for me. I was cleaning out my fridge and literally threw everything away because everything and I mean most EVERYTHING was old and bad. Now I know why my husband hardly opened the fridge. I only have 3 soda bottles 2 eggs and some hot sauce. Ok so now you wonder why not go and buy food? I'll tell you why, because I'm not actally allowed to work, everyone prefers I stay home safe and sound. My husband only works 19 hours a week and get's paid on the 15th of every month. My internet is paid for by his mom and when we do buy food, he only purchases for weekly dinners, because the rest of the money goes on rent and bills. I'm sick of it, and I AM TRULY POOR!! I don't know whether to kill myself or what. Please someone give me something to look forward too. I have friends here, so I am asking for advice.
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3 responses
• Sri Lanka
31 May 07
i dnt knw wht 2 say really bt i think you should just hold on.. ive bin beaten down in my life few times bt i made it out somehow...you should hv a positive mind... never give up !!!
• United States
31 May 07
Yeah, you're right. I'll just have to think positive. Thanks for that.
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• Indonesia
2 Jun 07
I'm sad to hear that. Yo know that? I've a life like you when jobless. But I believe that world it'll make rotation. So, we have a chance to life properly. Don't worry curvychick77, just tell what your sick's life to your husband and maybe your husband will get better solutions than now. Don't kill yourself, discuss with your family too.
• United States
31 May 07
I am sorry to hear you are having such a hard time these days. Isn't there any local food banks that could help you out with food? Where l live there is a few and some local churches also help with a bill or two. There must be a salvation army near you, they are always a great help in times of need. I know you are frustrated but killing yourself is not the answer. Try not to focus on what you don't and be thankful for what you do have.Once you do this you will see things more clearly and come up with a solution to your problem.