jealousy???

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months ago,in a big mall here in my city,i bumped into someone that would later turn out to be very special to me...before,i could only afford to greet her,which she responds with a smile or a greeting...but on that one night when we unexpectedly meet in one of the mall stores,i had the chance to talk to her...for a while,we had a chat and then we exchanged numbers...days later,we were regularly keeping in touch with one another...we became close,even closer than what i expected...and then i started to fall for her...when she asked me if i was falling for her,i did not admit that i was...but everyday and every night,i really wanted to see her and be with her...but our situation was very complicated... unfortunately,something happened...and she suddenly grew cold of me...my heart was torn apart...though,i never felt hate towards her...for weeks,i regularly sent her messages, but one could only count her replies with one's fingers... everyday i hoped that we would be back together again...then one night,my phone vibrated and to my surprise,it was a message from her.i thought it was a new beginning...we went out together for a few times...but i still feel the coldness in her... now,i believe she likes someone else...and i think she is very happy with him...the guy is a friend of mine...i thought that i already got over her...that i would not be affected anymore...she need not worry because i will never interfere with her newly found happiness...yes,i really want her to be happy,but i cant deny the fact that the thought of her being with someone else still hurts me and keeps me awake during the night...i dont know if im jealous...if is it jealousy that i feel whenever that thought crosses my mind...but im confused...am i in the position to be jealous???am i selfish if i feel this way???