Your first love....
By clearer
@clearer (22)
South Africa
June 27, 2007 3:38am CST
I was about 20 when I first fell in love. I had been working for three years and had never really loved anyone.
He called me up one day and we started speaking. I just really thought that he was a really cool guy. Someone I could speak to. We would speak once in a while for at least four or five hours and would no make a habit of calling one another as he really stayed far away. As weeks and month went by this guy started calling more regulary and I was just happy that we started communicating more. I mean at least I had someone I could confide in and just let go with. It was a really good relationship I had. The one day my sister asked me if I knew that this guy liked me. I was really just his friend and asked him if this was true. He was so shocked by the question that he didn't say anytthing to me. And I left it that.
Later that week he admitted that he had a liking to me and I must admit without his call I did miss him too. Now remember that we had never met or seen each other. We were just chatting over the phone and it was a great relationship. I began to get curious and really wanted to meet him. So I made arrangements to go see this guy that was chatting to me over the phone.
When we met.... Oh when we met I knew that I was in love with him. You know that feeling you have for someone who changes your life on so many levels. You get a lump in your thoat just thinking of them. Wow... for the first time in my life I loved someone so much it hurt when we said good-bye. It was like like having your best moments of life put together. There is nothing like your first love. No one can describe to you the pain of not being able to be together all of the time.
Unfortuantly it was not meant to be that we stay together. We broke up about 2 years ago and I have not seen him since. Oh how I miss him. Oh how I still love him. I mean I have carried on with my life. But your first love remains the hardest and most difficult to forget.
Someone out there ever experience love so deep, love so true, love so tender, love that does not count wrongs, love that never fails. Come on, tell us about it?
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8 responses
@tala91285 (1074)
• Philippines
27 Jun 07
I first fell in love when I was 18 years old... I'm 22 now and the guy I fell in love with is my boyfriend now and we're planning to get married as soon as we're both financially stable ^_^
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@cyb3rjunk13 (470)
• United States
27 Jun 07
I can understand wha you mean. I had a Similar situation..He was my friends for 3 years but he was pretty far away, so i never got a chance to seee him, Slowly we started talking alot..frm friends we became bestfriends and then one day he said it.. i was shocked cuz i havent even met this guy..Yea i did hadd feelings for him i admit, however didnt knew wha to say..After that I went over to city where he lives...Met him couple of times..and when he Asked me again..I said Yes. I knew i Loved him be4 i didnt want to say sumthing without even actully seeing him..But the first meeting n i falled for this guy soo deep..n m still in love with him deeply..We have been togther since 2 years almost..Eventhough we dont live in same place n we dont get to see each other for years..But he still manages to call me n be there for me..he doesnt make me feel at all that he is away..I Hope We stay like this forever.
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@appleapple (35)
• China
28 Jun 07
the first love is always most difficult to forget. My first love is still in my heart now. I understand you.
Hope you are lucky to find a new one.
@chenee08 (591)
• Philippines
27 Jun 07
i met my first love when i was in 4th yr. higschool.3 yrs had passed yet he's still on my mind. but i think the feeling was not that intense. he was never been my boyfriend. there's nothing happen between us. we remain strangers though my friends is his friend. actually it was my fault. i really cant share you exactly what happen coz sometimes it really made me cry everytime i remember those things. you know im still moving on.
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@sdamian (62)
• United States
27 Jun 07
I thought I was in love in seventh grade. Looking back on it now I know I wasn't, he was just a curse I like more than usual. I did fall in love though when I was 19. I met him when I was 18 but I wasn't really sure until a few months later. I didn't want to jump into anything to fast. His the first guy I have ever really been serious with and I don't mind. I know everyone asks well how do you know he's right for you. I don't but I do know that I love him so much I don't care to look anymore.
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@ms_anti_valentine (85)
• Philippines
27 Jun 07
hes my first love..first dance in prom,first eye to eye contact that took more than 10 minutes,first person who said that i look good at the 1st day of school when i was in 1st year high school...1st person who takes my breath away everytime i see him,by highschool life was as colorful as the rainbow because of him,though it never happened to the point having a relationship w/ him,still i can feel the escence of love..i've been into many relationship,but first love is first love..it really has something that so special,..believe it or not.. twice happened when time really stopped..were about to change sits for the next subject,he'll be sitting were i just sitted,passing each other some one pushed me,..so accidentally i bumped to him,then suddenly everything became blurry my eyes..slowly i can feel that im hugging him..felt like its forever im w/ him..then the time im back in my senses,coz he asked me if im ok..it just took a second or 3 seconds to be exsact..everyone is still moving going to their assigned sit..hahahahhha..just one of my stories bout him..ohh..god hes so special...his girlfriend is so lucky to have him...but his so unlucky to have her..i knew the girl before they met each other..any way,wish them a happy ending!!hahhahahha...;-)
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@raphael_volts (1131)
• India
28 Jun 07
Yeah really I have fallen in love..... Its great...
It all started August 2005. I joined the church choir group for the first time. There was this cute girl behind the casio. Man she was really cute. From the very site I felt something special about her. I didn't know about my own feelings till the day she broke the sad news of her leaving the place. Man I was psyched and for that purpose I fasted for a week and prayed to God that she may not go like this from my life.
It felt so stupid, I even bought a card to bid farewell but then she told us all that the leaving got cancelled. I was overjoyed.
I befriended her and we became nice good friends. I even started flirting with her, giving her hints to my emotions. I don't know when or how she got so emotional about me that before even could collect any strength, she called me up and confessed her love to me. mI still remember it was 2nd January 2006. Man that was the most beautifull year of my life.
My heart was pounding when she said "I like you". Since that day I started meeting her regularly and I would even come from my hostel, 40km away just to see her. We just used to meet every evening, no matter how it was. It was really wonderfull. The she started giving exams for her college admissions and soon by July 2006 she was got into a very nice college but in some different city.
I was quite sad and so was she, but you know what we are still together and we never kepot out of touch. I even went to her city once.
Now I am trying to earn some money online so that I may sometimes go to her when ever she wants and for tha I don't wan to wait long or panic.
Recently she came here for her holidays and we had loads of fun. She is really special to me man. Though her colleges are starting and she will leave this sunday, still I am happy as I know I did give her a good time.
LOVE IS WONDERFULL. I will never let he go.!!!! Thats it. I won't Ever give UP!!!
Take Care
May GOD Bless YOU
@migenKC (792)
• Philippines
27 Jun 07
i had boyfriends whom i used to play with... i thought i should not be serious with guys. and then one day... i fall inlove with someone i tried to play with.. i failed... the day i lost him was the day i realized i lost my first love..
i had no boyfriend 3 years after we broke up... until i found someone who saved me from being alone and lonely... hahai... now that i had given again the chance to love someone... i wont waste any moment to let him feel that he's so special and important to me...
