Most hurtful thing ever said to you.

Well there were 2 times that hurt me so bad..I just wanted to crawl in a hole and disappear..The recent one was whem my 4 year old, got so mad at me because he wanted to go to his friends house..to which she moved the weekend before,, and i tried to explain that and he got so mad at me..he told me he hated me...That broke my heart..hes never talked to me like that ever././EVER!!! And i started to cry a bit and said well I will aLWAYS LOVE u sky no matter how mad i get..and he saw how it hurt me..and he immediatley started to hug anmd kiss me..telling me he was sorry..and he never said that again no matter how mad he gets..The worse hurtful thing..I can honeslty say is when I was 11..my mom and I got in a huge fight..I dont even rememebr what i did..but she told mehow bad of a child I was,and a waste..and then she said it..SHE SAYS SHE WISHED I WASNT EVER BORN.../yea she went there..and she broke my heart so bad..I ranaway from home..it was summer time thank god..and I went to my friends and my hidden club house..it was this tent we had in the woods about a mile and a half from home...and i stayed there no drink or food for 3 days..she was so scared when i came home..i was so hungry!!! that i wasnt even punished.,.but that always is in my head when i get mad at sky..I make sure I never ever say anything like she used to say to me.

I can't remember the exact words but the jist of it was that someone directly insulted my beliefs and questioned my intellegance on a subject that I am very passionate and well educated about. It made me so mad that I literally couldn't see straight, my vision kept blacking. I didn't respond right away because I knew if I did I would say or do something aweful that I would regret. When I did respond I was very cool and collected and basically cut off contact with that person.

hmm there are a few..but the most recent was: "I kissed you because I felt guilty"

This is a hard one. I try to forget about this type of thing. Most likely it had something to do with my kids, though and I probably said nothing, but went home and cried my eyes out over it and then erased it from my mind.

Well there were 2 times that hurt me so bad..I just wanted to crawl in a hole and disappear..The recent one was whem my 4 year old, got so mad at me because he wanted to go to his friends house..to which she moved the weekend before,, and i tried to explain that and he got so mad at me..he told me he hated me...That broke my heart..hes never talked to me like that ever././EVER!!! And i started to cry a bit and said well I will aLWAYS LOVE u sky no matter how mad i get..and he saw how it hurt me..and he immediatley started to hug anmd kiss me..telling me he was sorry..and he never said that again no matter how mad he gets..The worse hurtful thing..I can honeslty say is when I was 11..my mom and I got in a huge fight..I dont even rememebr what i did..but she told mehow bad of a child I was,and a waste..and then she said it..SHE SAYS SHE WISHED I WASNT EVER BORN.../yea she went there..and she broke my heart so bad..I ranaway from home..it was summer time thank god..and I went to my friends and my hidden club house..it was this tent we had in the woods about a mile and a half from home...and i stayed there no drink or food for 3 days..she was so scared when i came home..i was so hungry!!! that i wasnt even punished.,.but that always is in my head when i get mad at sky..I make sure I never ever say anything like she used to say to me.

Well there were 2 times that hurt me so bad..I just wanted to crawl in a hole and disappear..The recent one was whem my 4 year old, got so mad at me because he wanted to go to his friends house..to which she moved the weekend before,, and i tried to explain that and he got so mad at me..he told me he hated me...That broke my heart..hes never talked to me like that ever././EVER!!! And i started to cry a bit and said well I will aLWAYS LOVE u sky no matter how mad i get..and he saw how it hurt me..and he immediatley started to hug anmd kiss me..telling me he was sorry..and he never said that again no matter how mad he gets..The worse hurtful thing..I can honeslty say is when I was 11..my mom and I got in a huge fight..I dont even rememebr what i did..but she told mehow bad of a child I was,and a waste..and then she said it..SHE SAYS SHE WISHED I WASNT EVER BORN.../yea she went there..and she broke my heart so bad..I ranaway from home..it was summer time thank god..and I went to my friends and my hidden club house..it was this tent we had in the woods about a mile and a half from home...and i stayed there no drink or food for 3 days..she was so scared when i came home..i was so hungry!!! that i wasnt even punished.,.but that always is in my head when i get mad at sky..I make sure I never ever say anything like she used to say to me.