Its hurting me.....
By smartali89
@smartali89 (179)
Pakistan
August 2, 2007 2:27pm CST
The one whom I love is engaged with my friend, and its really hearting me :( Whenever I think of her my heart beats increases and a storm of sadness comes to heart, Although we never talked to each other never expressed anything with our selves, but still I loved her, about 2 years ago It was like love at first sight, I just dreamed happy life with her, but thats no more going to go, I don't even know if she loves me or not. I can't get the thought out of my mind that I still love her, Whenever this comes to my mind that she is engaged It feels like it is a bad dream and will end soon, but after a twinkle of an eye It hits me like a unacceptable reality.
6 responses
@lovelydame3000 (1577)
• India
3 Aug 07
Hi smartali89! If you are smart as your ID says you would have expressed your feelings for her. However, not all love stories get a happy ending. Well it did happen with laila-majnu, devdas-paro and romeo-juliet. Well love comes to you for a reason, season or lifetime. Don't you think you are lucky to experience the feeling of love which a lot others have no known in their life?
@paulsy (1263)
• Philippines
2 Aug 07
That is such a sad story. How could you have missed the opportunity to tell her about your feelings for her? She is engaged now with your friend. It would be unfair to your friend if you suddenly decide to tell her how you feel at this point of time. I can't believe you let 2 years pass without letting her know! Now I guess, you might have to live with it. Unless, of course, you're willing to take the risk, where either one of these two things may happen: she breaks up with your friend for your sake, and at the same time you lose your friendship with your friend, or she tells you that the feeling is not mutual, turns you down, you lose her and you lose your friendship with your friend too. In both ways, you lose someone. If I were in your shoes right now, I'd let it go. God-willing, you will find the right girl for you in the future.
@dexsha28 (73)
• Philippines
3 Aug 07
hi!
every little things that happen in this world has its own purpose. maybe she is not really meant for you and that someone is more deserving of your love than her.just open your heart and don't focus too much on her so that you will see the beauty of life in the other side.
@delirioussk8er (132)
• Canada
2 Aug 07
why havent you told her how you feel about her? its your own fault that you didnt tell her, try and talk to her, tell her how you feel....
on the other hand, dont be so hard on yourself, move on, im sure there are plenty of other girls that are hotter than the one you are currently in lover with ( maybe not anymore in the near future) out there.... seriously, lighten up and move on~~~
@smartali89 (179)
• Pakistan
2 Aug 07
Its not about how hot the girl is, and due to difficult circumstances its a game in our society to talk to someone like that, and neither she is my relative so I could talk to her. and I loved her not because she is beautiful,
