have you ever just wanted to get away?

United States
August 6, 2007 8:39pm CST
I mean from your life? Just take a vacation or move to a place where no one knows you and your secrets and you can just start over. That's how I feel right now. I am just fed up with life and my situation and watching all my friends and how f*cked up their lives are. I have a family now and I dont' want to f*ck it up but something keeps pulling me into this black hole that is called Canonsburg and I don't want to get sucked in. I was like them once, drunk all the time, acting like a wh*re, not having any 'real' friends, only 'drinking buddies'. I'd just rather forget this whole place even existed to begin with.
1 person likes this
2 responses
@secretbear (19463)
• Philippines
26 Oct 07
i felt like that too. but not because people around me are messing up with their lives like the people in your place do. but because i got tired of living with my family and living in our neighborhood full of annoying, hopeless, pathetic people. yeah, we got drunk people too all the time, but there are also those who cant do anything worthwhile and just spend their time spreading gossips.. and those people who are lazy to get a full time work and just depend on those hardworking to give them some part-time work. and just because i got tired of seeing the same faces again and again, everyday of my life. it has become a routine that sickens me out. ^__^;;
@butterfly39 (3907)
• Philippines
7 Aug 07
some people experience that feeling too...but I can't escape from reality that I have a family to take care...I have 3 loving children and a loving husband and they are my life...I am doing everything for them and yes sometimes I feel tired and fed up cause we're only human...but i have responsibilities to handle. And I can only acquire these things by God's grace...