a call from my friend
By Mathurin
@Mathurin (491)
Philippines
August 23, 2007 2:29am CST
This is the first time he called me after several years. I can hear the trembling in his voice, he sounds more nervous than i am and he said so. It is good to hear his voice, the warmth he always have for me, even after all this years. I miss him again, more so now.
When he came back last summer, it was like a good dream. It happened so fast, I am not sure if it actually happened. I loved it so much that he was here. It always feels good to have someone you like to be near. They make you feel satisfied, content and not wanting. Oh, I don't want to be selfish. I can't keep him, I won't have him, now I only have apart of him and sometimes i fear I have to give that up, too. I wouldn't want to hurt his wife's feelings or make her think I wanted more from my friend.
But I miss him.
I miss him a lot.
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4 responses
@mamasan34 (6518)
• United States
23 Aug 07
this is a difficult situation to be in. I think it is best that he not contact you again, I know you miss him and surely he misses you, but there is obvious very strong feelings between you and he, and he is married and it will cause him much unhappiness as well as for you too.
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@wonderful1 (2075)
• China
23 Aug 07
it is difficult problem. i have the same feeling before, but now i stay away from him, because he loves his wife more than me. Of course, i don't miss him very much as you. he is just a lover for me, and i just like him but not love him, so it is easy for me to say goodbye to him, but you are different, if he loves his wife more than you, you'd better say goodbye to him, and don't visit him again in your whole life.
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@Florac4mj (58)
• China
24 Aug 07
Ummm...it's really a difficult situation.
However, you do need to think about his wife's feeling. I think you don't want to be the other woman.
Well, I hope you can solve this problem. Good luck:)
@andrejuly84 (1047)
• Romania
24 Aug 07
i really understand you.i have been in some similar situation both with the phone and the meeting with "the person" that i love so much but i lost him and he has a family now(wife and kids)-by the way i do have a family too.i can't stop loving him despite all those facts that separated us forever.i can see him so rare once in a year or even more rare,but he's still in my heart and i perfectly know he won't be ever my husband,the father of my children or so.he would be only my love,my first love,my secret love and i feel happy i can feel that love through all the time,he distance and the persons between us.he is the poem of my soul.i will always love him
