How long....??

I've been single forever...all my life...and I guess I've been 'wanting' a real relationship for a while...(Yeah, I had a fake one! lol) but I try not to think about wanting things I cannot have...and that goes for other things besides love relationships...unless I can get a poem out of it! LOL Then, I'll take sometime to think and write! Weird? Funny? Yeah I know! But ordinarily my life is filled with enough people I love so I don't have to try too hard to forget I don't have a "special someone", a significant "other", unless someone deliberately reminds me! lol