Though the others have taken it easy and forgotten

Yes there's plenty.. Sometimes I just wish that I can turn back time so that I will never do the same thing again. It's sad that we can only realize tht bad things we've done when it's already to late. Although this happens long time ago and people already forget about it you cannot change the reality that things things you've done good or bad will always be part of your past. The only thing you can do now is to learn from those mistakes and to be more mature person.