I did something weird again!

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I slept early yesterday, around 8pm and woke up at 12 midnight. Normally when this happens to me, I couldn't make myself to go to sleep again. So when I woke up, I washed my face, boiled some water and made a mug of Milo for myself. I took a few magazines that I just bought few days back and started to read. Nothing seems attractive and I switched to read a novel after that. But it seemed that the right mood for reading was just not there. I stopped reading after a few pages. I was sitting on the sofa alone, in the dark...staring at the ceiling and the fan...been thinking what to do next. I stood up and went to my computer room. I took a piece of paper and a pen and started to jot down my grocery list. It is almost end of the month and I need to do my shopping soon. Once I finished, I read it back and amazingly, I jotted almost everything : things that I need and things that I really don't need! I felt really bored that I stared at the blank monitor for few minutes. Then, I decided to be online. When I checked my e-mail, I saw few new responses to my discussions and new discussions started by my friends here. I wasted no time and started to respond happily. When I looked at the table clock, it was 3.30 am and I decided to get some sleep. I still need to go to work in the morning. I was lying down next to my baby. I tried to close my eyes but I still couldn't sleep and so I started to look at my baby, kissed him and touched his face, his nose and his mouth. When I think that I disturbed his sleep too much, I stopped. I started to think what I should do the next morning and what kind of day it will be... Out of sudden, my mind kept telling me about my new discussions here. I started to draft my discussions in my head : one after another until I fall asleep. As usual my baby woke me up in the morning when I started to feel his tiny hands keep touching my face and he loves to lie down with his head on my stomach. It was 6.30 a.m. I felt a bit sleepy this morning and unfortunately it is going to be a long day today *smiles*