Alcoholic dependence

With all respect, Soleya, I think you should start worrying right now. Actually, rather than worrying, it seems wise to recognize that it is not healthy or natural to wake up with the feeling of wanting to partake of any kind of stimulant. But do take heart, for there is no person on earth who cannot do anything about it. There are only people who deep inside of themselves really do not want to do anything about it. I don't think dependence on substances is a disease or immoral, but rather that it is a symptom of something else going on in the person's life. It could be an unfulfilled longing for something, a chemical imbalance, guilt, sorrow, or insecurity. It could be the result of a deficiency of some vitamin or nutrient in your diet. But it is not something that lies beyond your control. In fact, you are the only person who can control it. Please don't wait another second before taking control of your life.