are you happy with your life right now?

@genmer (11)
Philippines
November 16, 2007 9:41am CST
well me i cant understand my self maybe because im not happy with my life. i grow up without my parents beside me. and its really hard for me because when i was a kid im hurt when i saw other kids parents are there. and i can see them happy. im just staying with my aunt since i was a small girl. right now im in college and i encounter lots of problems in my life. our family is big, we are 13 in our house and there 2 people working. and their salary is just enough for our foods. my aunt will just give me a little allowance. and as a college student there lot of things that we need, like clothes,stuff in school, and so many things. but i cant afford to buy those things. i am a scholar in a private school, and sometimes i am jealous with the other student because they can have what they want or need. but i am contented of what i have, i am happy with my friends, they are always there to support me, they understand all my problems. they are always there for me when they know that i am so down. i am so lucky that i met them, because they are the one who makes me more strong, they are the one who guided my way when i don't know where to go. my life is very miserable, i have lots of wishes, they are just simple but i know i would be very happy. like to have new clothes,shoes,and many more because this year i never had 1. i just wondering with those rich teenagers they have everything what they want but sometimes they are not happy with their life, they have more problems in their life, maybe because they have everything, what they have is the love of their family. i am not sure but thats what i observed with my rich friends....
1 response
@nurhoney (1123)
• Philippines
16 Nov 07
Im always happy with my life since this is the life i choose to have...all the things and decisions in my life, i made it so there is no regrets but to learn from my mistakes and make it as an encouragement for me to become a better person.