Rejected. Period.

Philippines
November 18, 2007 4:09am CST
Well... I think this could be the end of the road of my loving someone so much... Kinda sad really. But we have to accept things as they are. It is better to say 'no'... than to say 'i do not know.' And one thing more, the words that I always say: "What reward shall we get if we only love those that love us?" This statement will and is testing me now. It pains we much while writing this piece of discussion... and my tears are quite falling. In love and war, there are losers and winners... It is only that I am a loser in love. May may savor success in many fields that we are in... but there are failures as well. I might be a changed person... and my behavior might be peculiar for these 'fresh' days. Though I will still wait for nothing... it is like I am lost and dead. Why? Someone so dear to me... will be far far away from my heart now... Someone whom I have given all my love and care... without in return indeed. I will be tested by time if I will abide by the words that I have spoken before. As of this instance, I am still in love with her... I will just have to wait for the feeling to fade... though it meant my demise as well for she is one of the most important girl in my heart. Farewell. Rejected. Period. T.T
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6 responses
• Australia
18 Nov 07
Time will mend that broken heart for you. It may be hard to think you could love someone else, but you never know. Never close the door to your heart, for that is where a persons true beauty is and closing it means you are shutting the whole world out. Keep breathing and writing about your heartache. Who knows, you might end up with a best seller.
• Philippines
19 Nov 07
Thanks for this advice.... I was planning to shut my myself out to anyone. I would still keep breathing and writing... And you bet, I might end up with a best seller. I do hope Steven Spielberg hears this story. Tnx!
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• Australia
19 Nov 07
You still have your sense of humour! You will survive! lol.
• Philippines
19 Nov 07
:) Just trying to cheer myself up, and to, of course, cheer those who would be visiting in this discussion like you do, newzealtralian. I am glad you have joined me here... i am a happy person, really and I do love pulling their legs. :P
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• Philippines
19 Nov 07
is the rejection like the "i don't want to see you ever" or like i don't like for a "boyfriend" kind of thing?
• Philippines
19 Nov 07
I may say it is the latter... however, it does not matter... I just have to get over these feelings... it will just fade as what you told me in one of the discussions... I am trying to do things to keep me in track of what I should be doing I think.
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• Philippines
19 Nov 07
hey... may aral tayo... you're still you despite that pain ... take care bro.. nw lng me mylot, soooo busy sa class, hay nkakasira ng oras s mylot :-) hehehe
• Philippines
19 Nov 07
Hehehehe... Good things I went out of teaching! Hehehehe... Yeah. Do not worry.. I am still me. Its just that I have to change a bit of me... I have to tweak a small part of my brain to re-focus it to the things I SHOULD be doing... Though I have done some things in my duty because of having inspired by her... I will still be inspired. And will not let go of the duty I have. Thanks for the advice sis. It helped me a lot. It may be that I still love her, only that I won't show my feelings that obviously now. It would be better that way i think. :D
@chiyosan (30184)
• Philippines
26 May 08
i am sorry about this ebtenorio. We all go through some heart aches, may it be love or family, betrayal or lost love... yours is a great love to give it to the person who does not love you too. your time will come when you will have someone to return the love you can give. be patient, as i believe that time will heal all wounds. yours included. you need not feel very sad anymore, you have accepted the fact about her and you... you can move on and live life to the fullest, as you are complete by yourself. you need not have a partner, a person as of this time to complete your being. my prayers are with you.
@cheenlly (3477)
• Philippines
19 Nov 07
dont say your a loser because you are not. It's just that in this world we have to live our lives in the way that we have to learn things. We love and we been love, maybe you are not really meant for each other so thats why it does not end like you were expecting. Maybe if the right person comes for you, you could thank that person who hurt you because if you havent failed or if you havent try to be hurt you wont be learning and you wont find what you are looking for and you weren't a change person as you are today.Everything that happens in our life has its reason. Sometimes those reason is hard to understand but we must believe it has its good side in the end. In time if that pains fades and you already move on , you will just smile when you look back to those memories and past times.
• Philippines
19 Nov 07
Thanks for this piece of advice, cheenly... Thanks for these encouraging words from you...
@jaichen (142)
• Philippines
18 Nov 07
everything happens for a purpose, just be strong and you will see how it will benefit you... find... THE DASH poem- linda ellis... you will find wisdom
• Philippines
19 Nov 07
Thanks much. I will find that poem. Now. :(
@izathewzia (5134)
• Philippines
21 Nov 07
I admire your being vocal with your feelings. I only knew few people - man enough - to admit their true feelings. And with you, I know it is a journey that you need to travel. Pain and love never really separates from one another. If there is love, then there is pain. But I know, you can make it. Sooner or later, you will learn to love again.
• Philippines
21 Nov 07
Thanks very much, izathewzia... whew.... thanks for these words from you... and I shall remember this always... you bet I will... :)