How can I survive a huge crash of 2007

Philippines
December 18, 2007 2:58am CST
I'm thinking of moving into another city to make a clean break. I just had the weirdest ride of a lifetime. I let other people control me again and fell in love with a man I haven't seen for years and years on end. I thought everything was for real until I saw him with his other girlfriend. I mean, I suffered for him for years, but all he can ever do was to show me I'm not good enough for him. True, I'm not fit company for anyone, much less him, but I was the one who cried for him. I was the one who got slandered for no particular reason, the least he could do is tell me it's over. But he did not. Instead he promised more than he could actually give. It wouldn't have to hurt had I not been led on to believe we had a chance together. Instead, he flaunted his other girlfriend right under my nose, like he was god's gift to women. Maybe, he is, but if he thinks everything is OK with all three of us, he needs to start seeing a psychiatrist.
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suspenseful
@suspenseful (40193)
• Canada
19 Dec 07
Do you mean these other people said he was the man for you and made sure that he was always around or do you mean you fell in love with this man because you wanted to get away from the controllers. As for this creep, you saw him for what he is, a player. Have nothing to do with him. If he ruined your reputation, the sooner you get rid of him the better and him going out with his other girlfriend shows he does not want one girl, he wants a harem. I am certain that there is another girl, no maybe two or three that he has on his chain.