transfer student! i set off again!

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I've applied to some top institions in the U.S. in a hurry and without any good sense of what I really want and why I applied. Of course, I failed and at the same time I released. Not even feel down. At the very first back to my childhood,studying abroad is my dream and the motive for me to apply was just to fullfil a kid's dream.However,over the process,the great intention to enter and the so-called pride motivate me to go through crazily and with thorough look into my real need,feelings and my true potentials which need a further develop badly at the time.Even though I do not got the good scores on Toefl and SAT,I went on by cheating myself of the real scores and not paying attention to what I needed then.After a review of what I came cross during application,I found I was more like a top school lover than a student who seriously decided her future and made a good plan to put into practice. So I think it's really a good result to reject me who was rather crazily driven by blind intentions. Now,having started my college life,I came to realize a lot and again decide to follow the old but harder road. Keep my true virtues and beliefs in mind and road off. Maybe I will someday be trapped by the same devil once more,but I still want to do so.This time,I will be more realistic and down to earth. Here is a vow-like article to present my determination.If I go crazy again,then I hope this article has the chance to remind me of the real me. Good Luck to me.Good Luck to you all.