What's the difference between I moved and I forgot You already?

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I've had a special person before. I love that person so much but i lost her. She went to other country for her work but before she left we agree to let each other go and find each other's happiness from other person.If we met again after 5 years and we're not yet committed from someone then we will be back in each others arms again.It's been already 1 year now that i haven't got to see her and i don't know if I already moved on from her or I already forgot her...Tell me what's this feeling that i have because there's a part of me that wants to see her but other part of me still not to care to see her or might just afraid to see her....